when my lighter drops

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She can feel the bolder getting closer, pushing down on her throat.

Raw emotions trying to claw their way to the surface.

She can't show the tears falling down her cheeks so she holds the bolder.

If she lets go of the ledge then she is known.

If they know how she's really seeing things and feels what would they say?

Faker? Attention seeker? Sure all in a malicious tone.

So if that's what happens, why not try harder to keep the bolder in.

If the emotions don't come to the surface maybe she can let go of that real ledge.

Will she fall and not get up?

Will she be free of the bolder?

-she