Kissing the fire

Kabanata 5

Rival

Zone and I fucked each other last night and earlier this morning. We fucked several times that I feel my legs would crumble any minute now.

I know he said he only wants cuddle last night but I don't.

After dinner, my charm worked on him as always and as it should be.

Halos naubos namin ang dalawang box niya ng condom and I reminded him to buy it again for future purposes. I don't know, baka mamaya doon ulit ako. Hm, I should call him,later.

"Where's ate?" I asked Kuya, who's busy reading something on his books.

Gosh! Next week na rin pala ang final exams namin...

"Office. Nag-overtime na naman siya kagabi." Kuya simply said.

Ate is a financial manager on mom's company, Saavedra group. She's workaholic and kung pwede lang na doon na lang siya sa company ni mommy titira, baka ginawa na niya.

But she still looks after me.

I'm 19 now and she should look for her own condo but she said she'll accompany me until I graduate.

Parehas sila ni kuya, hindi nila ako tinatantanan. Eh pwede namang kumuha na sila ng sarili nilang condo.

I guess I have to spend my remaining 4 years here with them...

Thanks to Corynn because she saved me from today's sermon.

Bago kami mag-dinner last night ni zone, I called her to confirm my ate's questions if I was really with her to do a report...

"Who's your boyfriend ba ngayon?" She and Byron knows I have boyfriends every month and I spend my nights with them sometimes. That's what I tell them but little did they know, it's my rival lang naman.

"Taga St. Paul's," I lied.

"Really? Oh my gosh! Baka si Rare Montealto yan?"

"Ugh, I gotta go now, corynn. I'm hungry, bye and thank you so much. Mwa!" I said before ending the call.

Naniniwala naman sila na may boyfriend ako pero alam naman nilang hindi mag-tatagal dahil ginagawa ko lang naman na boytoy.

When me and zone started our thing, I only focused on him kahit na may mga gusto pang manligaw sa akin.

Sakanya lang kasi ako naging pisikal and I don't just fuck every boyfriend that I have, uso ang AIDS at HIV ngayong panahon and we need to be careful to that.

It's important to use condoms for safe sex kung hindi lang naman pala gusto ng bata at ng sakit.

Next time, magpa-pa-inject na lang siguro ako para hindi hassle sa pag-lalagay ng condoms.

Sometimes kasi sa sobrang passionate na namin sa isa't-isa, we almost forgot to practice safe sex.

And that's dangerous...I'm not ever gonna be ready to have a baby with my...fuck buddy.

My family would disown me.

Monday came and our report was successfully delivered. Our final exams will be on Wednesday hanggang friday then next friday will be the competition for Mister and Miss Vera Corpuz.

Pagka-tapos ng competition ay may  farewell party and then wala nang klase!

I can travel abroad the whole summer. That's what I'm waiting for.  I can bring Corynn and Byron with me since my siblings will be busy...

"We'll choreograph the dance for the contestants and we will also make the intermission dance numbers, dalawang dance lang naman," Ry said like it was easy.