Kissing the fire

Kabanata 36

Tw: sexual harassment

Consequence

Fuck, my head hurts so bad.

The party was lit and I had so much fun last night but this is the consequence. I held my forehead and suddenly felt my stomach crumble. I quickly went into my bathroom and vomitted on my sink.

Ugh, so gross. I am never gonna drink again.

"Era..."

Shit! Shit! Shit!

I gently slapped my face with both of my hands to remember what happened last night.

"Don't look at me like you want me, era..." 

"I want to drink, zone! I want another bottle! Hindi mo ba yun maintindihan?!"

"Era..."

His voice was the last thing I remembered when I fell into a deep slumber but what the hell? I was resting my head on his chest! I absolutely hugged him in the end. This is bad. This is so so bad.

What if the guests saw us? And his girlfriend nathalie probably saw me embracing her boyfriend!

I quickly searched for my phone and scrolled on my facebook, Instagram and twitter account but there's nothing that I had to worry about. For sure they understood me because I was just drunk or maybe sina Ariane and Zone na lang ang naroon kaya...ganun.

Oh, shit! I am never gonna drink again.

I dropped by at the hospital to visit ate. Pinatong ko muna sa lamesa ang mga paborito niyang libro bago inayos ang iilang mga buhok na humaharang sa kanyang mukha. She requested for me to cut her hair today but she's asleep.

"Ate, please pagaling ka..." I whispered. I know behind her sweet smiles and giggles, she's in a lot of pain. Lalo na't mag-sisimula na ang chemotherapy session niya ay unti-unti na siyang mawawalan ng lakad but I guess it's for her healing as well. I believe she can do this.

"She's a strong woman..." I turned around and saw Zone holding a basket full of fruits, "That's why hermano loves her,"

I raised my right eyebrow at him before he raised the basket and put it on the table.

"My brother will be here tomorrow since he can't arrive today..." He slipped both his hands on his pockets.

"He can't be here tomorrow because mommy will be here," he nodded before he turned his back but I stopped him, "what?"

I gazed at my sister before I pulled zone outside.

"Did I cause a scene last night?" I bit my lips after I asked that and the bastard just grinned! It made me more nervous, "What? Don't just grin at me like that!"

"You act crazy when you're drunk," he then chuckled, "Fortunately, some people didn't really saw us because some are really drunk and some went home already so don't worry about a thing,"

"Oh so what about your girlfriend?" I emphasized the last word.

"I drove her home," I raised my right eyebrow, "what?"

"You still like me,"

"This is nonsense, sierra," I held his wrist before he turned his back.

"Let's make it quick?"

"H-huh?" I chuckled because he stuttered, "What are you saying? Here?" He whispered.

"Where's your car?" I asked.

I looked around at the parking lot before I went inside the back seat.

"Sie–" I kissed him hard before he could say anything and while kissing, I straddled on his lap and removed his shirt. He quickly found his way to my breast and he unclasped my bra without sweat.

He caressed my breasts with both of his hands and then I stopped kissing him so I could remove my top. He then guided my nape closer to his face and I kissed him while he caressed my left breast using his left hand.

While kissing him, my hands found its way to his pants and I slowly unzipped his pants and let out his shaft.

"Sierra..." He moaned and bit his lips, "I have no condom here," hingal na hingal na saad niya.

"Then pull it before you cum..." I whispered to his ear. I tried to kiss him but he averted his gaze.

"It's dangerous..." I sighed before I arranged my sit.

"Then let's do it behind," I guided his shaft and slowly I inserted it behind. It was painful at first but it becomes tolerable and great when I slowly moved up and down.

"Ah! S-Sierra..." Zone moaned while he held unto my waist. I moved faster and faster until I cummed.

A sudden realization hit me.

I am becoming a person like my father. Nope, scratch that. I am like my father.

A cheater.

I know this is wrong and if being wrong means staying close to him like this then I would still choose this mistake...

"Rafael?" I thought he's done chasing me but there he was sitting beside my door. I changed my passcode and keys of the condo in case he'd go inside again and I was right, "What are you doing here?"

"Sierra..." I smelled liquor from his breath, "Why are you and zone together earlier?" He said and stood up.

Oh, shit. He saw us together kanina sa hospital.

"What are you talking about? And what if we're really together huh? That's none of your business!" I was about to open my door when he pushed me inside and closed my door.

"Putangina, sierra! Mas magaling ba siya?" He yelled and sobbed.

"What the fuck is your problem, rafael?!" I yelled back and faced my fear. I am done being frightened by him. As my Psychiatrist said, I need to face my fears and don't overthink, "Will you just go home? You are drunk!" I tried to push him but he's just too strong. I screamed when he pushed me causing me to fall on the floor.

"I am trying my best to get you back but the fucker is fucking you already! I saw the car move several times and...and...fuck you! You cheated on me!" He yelled and I can't believe what he said, "You cheated on me!" He yelled and sobbed.

"You're crazy, Rafael! We are not together! Stop those fantasy of yours!" My breath hitched when he forcefully grabbed my arm and pushed on my sofa.

I widened my eyes when he removed his top and threw himself at mine.

"Help!" I started sobbing. I pushed him and he tried to remove my top but I successfully pushed him and run to my door.

"Kuya!" I cried in relief when I saw my brother opened the door, "Rafael tried to rape me!" I screamed and sobbed.

"Putangina! Halika dito, Rafael!"

Maybe, I deserved this. This is the consequence I brought to myself.

I don't know what happened next but the next thing I knew we were all at the police station.