Curses

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Hey

Just so you know

Those times I sat curled up on the bed with angry tears I said "Shoot" when I really wanted to say everything else

I heard somewhere that cursing has the same effect as painkillers

And I used to wish that saying a couple of words could erase all the pain from all the times you called me "Stupid"

All of the times you laughed in my face

The times you didn't trust me

Hurt

The times you ripped out my voice box and held it there as it silently screamed

Shutting me down with a torrent of unreasonable questions while you said time and again "Answer me"

The times you hit me when it wasn't even my fault

The only fault being etched unmercifully onto my face

If only a couple of words could erase the pain-

No, it would never do. It doesn't work that way.

Hey

Judge all you want

I'm simply writing in my feelings

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