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M̶̶y̶ f̶u̶c̶k̶i̶n̶g̶ m̶e̶ A̶f̶r̶a̶i̶d̶ o̶f̶ m̶ So far Away
It's really a bitch to not have something you want to do I know that it seems pathetic To not have a dream like everyone "Everything's going to be alright if you go to university And do as we tell you" I'm the asshole for believing those words I'm living because I can't die
Just pass me the drink Because I want to get drunk today So please don't try to stop me I don't mind the brand, it might be a luxury For a person with no job to have a drink
Everyone is running but why am I the only one still here ?
So far away, if I had a dream If only I had a flying dream Don't fall away, if I had a dream If only I had a flying dream
That's right, fuck, I live because I can't die But I don't have anything I want to do I'm in so much pain and loneliness but people around me Keep telling me to regain my consciousness I try to vent my anger but I only got myself So what's the point of venting my anger I'm scared to open my eyes everyday and start breathing
Even my friends and family are drifting away I feel anxious as time passes by It feels like I'm all by myself I hope everything disappears when I'm alone I hope things disappear like mirage I hope things disappear I hope my damn self disappears I'm abandoned like this in the world In this moment I'm drifting away from the sky I'm falling
So far away, if I had a dream If only I had a flying dream Don't fall away, if I had a dream If only I had a flying dream
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First Love (putain j'ai réussi à trouver un bon titre pour une fois)
The corner of my memory A brown piano settled on one side In the corner of my childhood house A brown piano settled on one side
I remember that moment Way taller than my height The brown piano that guided me I looked up to you, I yearned for you When I touched you with my small finger
I feel so nice mom I feel so nice I played the piano wherever my hands took me I didn't know your significance back then Back then I was content with just looking at you
I remember back during my elementary school days When my height Became taller than yours I neglected you when I once yearned for you so On top of the white jade-like keyboard Dust is piling on Your image that has been neglected Even then I didn't know Your significance No matter where I am You always defended that spot But I didn't know that would be the last You say don't leave like this
Don't worry even if I leave You'll do well on your own I remember when I first met you Before I knew it you grew up Though we are putting an end to our relationship Don't ever feel sorry to me I will get to meet you again no matter what form Greet me happily then
I remember back then when I met you that I had completely forgotten, when I was around 14 The awkwardness was only for a moment, I touched you again Even though I was gone for a long time Without repulsion You accepted me Without you I am nothing After the dawn, two of us We welcomed the morning together Don't let go of my hand forever I won't let go of you again either
I remember back then We burned up the last of my teen's Yes the days when we couldn't see an inch in front of us We laughed, we cried Those days with you, those moments are now in memories
Every time I wanted to give up By my side you said Bastard you can really do it Yeah, yeah I remember back then When I was fed up and lost Back then when I fell into a pit of despair Even when I pushed you away Even when I resented meeting you You were firmly by my side You didn't have to say anything So don't ever let go of my hand I won't let you go ever again either My birth and the end of my life You will be there to watch over it all
The corner of my memory A brown piano settled on one side In the corner of my childhoodhouse A brown piano settled on one side
