Anidita's love and fate (Completed ✅)

Chapter 60

"mein iss ghar ki maalkin hoon...."

"baudiiiii...... mere roshogulle wapas do...."  "tumhaare liye nahi  mere liye laaye h pati babu ye ek badaam waale roshogulle..... "

"teacher ho kya?? itne prashn kyun poochti ho??"  "kyuki aadat h..."  "sawaal poochne ki??"  "nahi...khaana khaane ki...."

"chahe koi kuch bhi kahe, humaari baudi to aap hi rahengi Bondita baudi..."

"kehne ko to me aapko baudi kehta hoon, pr aapki chatra chaaya mein maa ka ehsaas hota h.... aaj aapse ek waada chahiye, iss haath ko fir se kabhi humaare sir se nahi hatne dengi aap...."
   "dada... isme waade jesikya baat h... me aap logo ko chod kr kahan jaungi... meri to duniya hi aap log ho.... fir bhi... me aapse waada krti hu ki me aapko chod kr kahi nahi jaungi.... kabhi nahi jaungi....."

"arrey baba kyun tang kr rahi h?? sone de na chutti h aaj...."   "theek h tu so ja... shopping ke liye mein chali jaungi..... or haan Mini ke tere sir pr chod kr jaungi...tujhe poore din pareshaan krne ke liye... hhahahaaaa!!!"  "Bonduu..... yrr you are torturing me!!"  "Thanks for the appreciation Ishu!!  hahahhaaaa...."

"meri beti ko kisi cheez ki kami nahi honi chahiye yaha... tum sabki zimmedari h ye...."  "baba... aap kyu bechaare staff ko daant rahe h.... I'm mature enough to stay in London... now don't scold them.... aap to India me baithe inki class laga rahe h... pr mujhe to yaha inn sabke latke chehre dikhaayi de rahe h.... bechaare dar gaye..."  "well then Mrs. mature girl, tum unke latke chehro ki fikra karo... or tumhaare baba ki tumhaare liye jo fikr h use bhool jao...ok"   "babaaaa.... I was joking"  "mee to mature girl....hahhaaaa!!"

"vo kehte h na, billi ke gale me ghanti kon baandhe, to ab hum samajh gaye h... Roy Chaudhary parivaar ke bigdail baagad bille ke gale me agar koi ghanti baandh skta h...to vo h...humaari Bondita bahu...."  

"Ok sooo... wil you be my first boy friend"  "BOYFRIEND!!! Go slow girl... we just met!!!"  "oh please Mr. Veer Malhotra... I'm not asking you to be my boyfriend.... I'm asking you to be the first boy as my friend!!!" "ahaan..... so you have the talent to play with words as well...."  "well, you'll know about it soon...."

The family was reminiscing their Bondita and her antics.... because that is what they could do now.... their carelessness cost them dearly.... and this was so unbearable for all of them.... it was already too late at night, but no one was sleeping, how can they sleep peacefully when the peace of the house has gone far away from where it can never return..... and this was giving them more pain as they were thinking about that dreadful day, again and again, sitting alone in their rooms..... this is not what that girl deserved.... who dedicated her whole life to her family and never even asked for a small payback.....

(Please play the song to read ahead or else you will nothing!!!)

But among all those elders, unknown to them, one little soul was wandering lifeless in that whole haveli to find a single lap to lay her head down and cry her heart out.... but she couldn't find as all were drowned in their own sorrows.... when they themselves are drowned in their sorrows, how can she trouble them showing her state..... and this is what that little soul thought and feared to open up her heart..... this was the thought came in her naive heart.....yet mature mind....

But now it was enough for her to handle.... She was feeling a heavy stone on her heart.... She wanted to loose the burden... and that is why she was finding a known lap to have some peace.... But couldn't..... She crossed everyone's room Only to find it either closed or the person busy in weeping silently..... at last losing all her hopes, she went to her dadda's room.... But then stopped her feet on the door itself... she didn't went inside... rather she looked at her dadda's tear stricken face and disheveled state... she couldn't gather the courage to go to him and cry there.... So she left from there too..... and finally went to the terrace.... She entered the terrace in that dark night with no moon and stars... just empty dark misty sky.... She chuckled at her fate seeing that today, not even the moon and stars are present for her to talk.... To share her pain.... To share her tears.... She sat down on the ground and looked at the empty sky and smiled sadly uttering, "dekh rahe ho na mumma..... aapki Mini bilkul strong behave kr rahi h.... bilkul jese aapne mere dreams me kaha tha.... Aapne kaha tha na ki Mini ko strong banna h... aapke jaane ke baad nahi rona h.... sabka dhyaan rakhna h... baby ko sambhaalna h.... dadda ke saath rehna h.... mein sab kr rahi hoon.... Mein aapki saari baatein maan rahi hoon.... Mein nahi royi ek baar bhi.... Haan kabhi kabhi thode aansu aate h... pr me jaan boojh ke nikaalti... vo meri eyes ki problem h... apne aap aane lagte h....shotttiiii.... mein good girl ban kr aapki saari baatein maan rahi hoon....kisiko tang nahi krti.... kisise kuch nahi kehti.....  ladti bhi nahi.... zyaada baatein bhi nahi krti.... or apna saara kaam khud krti hoon.... ek dum good girl ban gayi aapki Mini.....Ab aap jaldi aaoge na?? aaoge na mere paas vapas.... aap to sab dekh rahe ho... sab kitne sad h aapke jaane ke baad... dadda to kisi se kuch bolte bhi nahi.... or jo bhi bolte h, mujhe samajh hi nahi aata.... aap aa jao na mumma.... aap kyun gaye mujhe chod kr..... mujhe yahan ab bilkul acha nahi lagta... baby bhi mere saath nahi khelta.... koi mujhe aapki tarah daant ta bhi nahi.... aap aa jao na please waapas..... mein sab kaam khud karungi.... ese hi good girl ban kr rahungi.... homework bhi time pr finish karungi.... or aapko zyaada pareshaan nahi karungi.... shottiiii.... bas aap aa jao na.... please aa jao...... please aa jao mumma.... I miss you.... I miss you so much mumma....."  and finally she cried, she poured her heart out looking at the sky as if talking to her mumma.... she cried a lot and she closed her eyes and laid on the cold floor itself..... curling into a ball..... "mein shaitaani nahi karungi mumma...... shottiiii.... aap aa jao....aap gussa mat ho mujhse...... aapko pta h ab mujhe neend bhi nahi aati.... kyuki koi lori nahi sunata.... koi pyaar se mere sir ko thapthapa ke nahi sulata...... mujhe neend nahi aati mumma.... aap aoge to mein ache se so jaungi..... shotttiiii...." she was talking to her mumma as if she was sitting in front of her.... finally that little girl emptied that heavy burden in loneliness..... and feeling content, after so many days, sleep embraced her without her knowledge..... she was feeling as if she was in her mumma's lap and she was patting her head and kissing her time to time..... as she slept, a water drop fell on her hair..... it was not water drop, it was a drop of tear.... tear of  an Angel send by God for them..... tears of Saudamini..... who listened everything that girl spoke.... and listening that she was missing her mumma's lap, she came ahead and took her head in her lap and started patting her head, stroking her hair..... which went unnoticed by Mini, as she was busy in talking with her eyes closed.... she didn't felt anything that Saudamini was doing.... just a safe place to sleep and she slept.... afterall she was just a 9 year old kid...... and was badly in need of someone's warmth..... and coincidentally Saudamini appeared at the correct time for that little soul.....

She wiped off her tears and once again kissed her forehead and looked at the sky, "tumhaari beti tumhe bohot yaad krti h Bondita... use zaroorat h tumhaari.... Balki use hi kyun... iss ghar me sabko tumhaari zaroorat h.... mein jaanti hoon ab tum waapas to nahi aa skti pr tumhaari kami poori krne ki koshish karungi mein.... Kaash tumse ek baar mil paati... dekhna chahti thi tumhe ek baar.... Tumse mil kr maafi maangna chahti thi... pr tum to mili hi nahi mujhse.... Or chinta mat karo... mein lauti zaroor hoon.... Pr umhaare hak sirf tumhaare hi rahenge.... Tumhaare bachche bhi tumhaare h or tumhaare pati babu bhi.... Maana pyaar to aaj bhi krti hoon Anirudh se.... pyaar to Meera ne bhi kiya tha Krishna se.... pr Krishna ke saath or unke man to Radha hi thi na... Meera kabhi Radha nahi ban skti ye jaanti hoon ache se.... or pni jagah bhi jaanti hoon.... Mein yahan pyaar nibhaane nahi aayi... apne paapon ka pyashchit krne aayi hoon.... Or tumhaare parivaar ka poori shradha se khayal rakhke shayad tumse maafi mil jaaye.... Karogi na maaf apni pari didi ko??" She wiped off her tears again and looked at Mini... she picked up her saree's pallu and wiped her face softly ensuring that this wouldn't disturb her sleep and sensing cold, she covered her with her pallu....

Another update here!!! So how was this??... and what will happen when Mini will come to know about Saudamini's efforts to fulfill Bondita's space??  waiting for your answers in the comment box!!!

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