You try to disguise it,
But I hear it in your voice.
I didn't try to hurt you,
Just thought I had no other choice...
And I see it now so clearly
As our time runs down the drain
You never really hurt me
It was me, I caused the pain
I don't know why I'm like this
Doubting each step along the way
Always pretending not to care
Always pushing you away
I sit upon the ruins of
Missed opportunities
I wish I had another chance
Oh, the day I would sieze
None of this was your fault
You've been such a great friend
But I guess friendship wasn't enough
And I lost you in the end
