That one single moment
Unexpected and bold
My heart skips a beat
Leaves me shivering, cold
In the sound of that name
In the depths of those eyes
My senses react
A painful surprise
I can pinpoint the second
When my pulse starts to race
To the very moment
Of when I saw his face
It's not a good feeling
Though it used to be
But now it revokes
Taunting memories
Of when I was naive
When I was so young
Of when in the air
A nervous "love" hung
Of times I would stare
At the empty screen
And blame myself
For you being so mean
You'd always reject me
And crawl right on back
Causing self hatred
The scrape of a tack
And now I've moved on!
I swear, it's the truth.
I've grown so much wiser
Since those days of my youth.
But it's always still there,
I can't explain why
That quick pulse increase
As if my heart's high
I swear I don't care
You can die all alone
But for some silly reason
To PANIC! I'm prone.
