Yesterday I walked in and for once nothing changed
Except some couches here and there that had all been rearranged
I sat down and smiled but you didn't look my way
So I kept a straight face, tried to enjoy the day
With the way I'd been acting, I should've seen it coming
And you were just fine, so happy, even humming
I sat and watched as everything I'd known went down the drain
The ease with which you left still messes with my brain
And he was sitting by me screaming nonsense in my ear
And I wondered if he had made our friendship dissapear
We used to sit and talk without having to think
And now all that was gone in the time it took to blink
And the hardest part about it was the pain I felt inside
So sudden and intense, impossible to hide
But you just sat there smiling, talking to some girl
And I hated your indifference to what used to be my world
So I left and locked the thoughts of you away inside my mind
Because the people we both used to be I think we'll never find
I'm tired of these ups and downs that never seem to end
Because somehow each time I fall and break, you just merely bend
I hate missing you and knowing that you never miss me too
And I hate the way the things I loved no longer describe you
And the person that I used to know is no longer around
And whoever took his place has left me crumpled on the ground
So this time I'll get back up, and I know I've said all that before
So I won't promise to just move on as you walk out the door
This is will take some time, and that I have accepted
Because I'm tired of this "love" with which I seem to be infected
