The Fifth Member (Little Mix/Perrie Edwards gxg) Part 2

Chapter 10

Beth's POV:

I was pacing in my hotel room after we all went our separate ways. What the fuck am I meant to do?

Sighing I pulled up Sam's number. I need her stupid advice.

"You do realise it's like 5 am in England?" Sam groaned picking up.

I widened my eyes. Time zones.

"Uh- I'm sorry." I said.

"What's up? You usually never apologise to me." She joked.

"I need your advice." I said desperately.

"Bout what?" She asked sounding like she was stretching herself.

"You know we have many stylists and a big crew and all that, and that most of them are also our friends. One of our stylists called Ellie was being especially nice to me. After our concert last night I had a little panic attack and she walked into the room. She did breathing exercises with me. After I calmed down she told me about her past and after that I wanted to go and shower. Well she called me back and kissed me." I ranted.

"So what's your problem now?" Sam asked confused.

"What do you mean what's my problem?!" I exclaimed.

"Gee calm down. I'm still barely awake." She muttered.

I sighed and she said, "Look right now you are single. No one can tell you that you're cheating on Perrie. The two of you aren't obligated to wait for each other. If you feel like you could move on, or more importantly, think it would help you then do it. I assure you the girls wouldn't hold it against you. The most important question is, did you enjoy it?"

I thought about it.

"No. I genuinely didn't. It wasn't bad or anything, but there are no feelings. Sam you know I still love Perrie. That won't ever subside. No matter what." I said.

"Oh I know that, but I need you to understand this. If you take a liking to someone else than Perrie don't feel guilty. You are human, it's not your fault if you ever fall for someone else." Sam said.

"I won't." I said.

"Okay now that that's resolved what is your actual problem?" She asked.

"Should I tell Perrie?" I asked.

Sam stayed quiet.

"I'm... I'm not sure." She said.

"Why not?" I asked frowning. I was counting on Sam's intuition.

"Because you technically aren't obligated to tell her, but knowing you, it would eat you up because you feel like you've done something wrong. She still loves you too. It would break her. If you don't tell her though it seems like you're hiding your feelings for Ellie." Sam said.

I groaned. Why did you have to kiss me Ellie?

"So what now?" I asked.

"How do you always get into these situations?" Sam sighed.