Something About Us- Oneshot Seokhoon x Rona ✔️

"You gave me the power to love"

"You gave me the power to love"

-Seokhoon

Dear Rona, 

The moment we parted our ways. I knew I could never be compatible with you ever again. 

Our world seems to be a cruel one. I can never escape the fact that I am Joo Dan Tae's son, never escape the fact I have damaged many people around me, escape the fact that my family is just a broken piece. 

Please forgive me, Rona, I know I should not have left your side but it is the only way I could do so to keep my father away from you. To know he will not hurt you nor Omma anymore. 

Honestly. 

I am feeling weak too. 

I am breaking apart too. 

When you tell me that it was not our fault, it is not our choice to choose our parents, I wish I could agree with you... 

I knew there was some way possible to defeat my father, but then, I don't know, I really don't know. I don't know if my mind was secure enough. 

When I knew the truths about my life, inside me, I could not bear them. 

My birth mother is killed by my father. 

My father is a monster. 

My sister is in fact not my blood-related sister.

The mother that brought me up, the one that I respect and treasure so much is in such a traumatic position. 

Dear Rona... 

You were the only light and love that was brought into my life. 

How relieved I am when I am with you. 

How I wished that moment I could lean onto you. To hear you cry in my arms, to at least cry together, to lean onto each other and say, it's alright we are in this together. 

Sorry Rona, for my weakness. 

If love is to possess, is to own, what about letting go and giving up? 

I know, people told me once again to hold on to what I have. 

But what if letting go was the better and only option? 

Please don't blame me. 

When I spoke the words again, breaking up again, I know... I will regret them. 

I doubted myself billions of times after and even before it, pretending that I was all ok and evil. 

Shall two hearts that were tightly bounded be separated once again? 

But Rona, I cannot break this knot. 

My sight cannot leave you. 

My mind cannot leave you. 

My heart cannot leave you.