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Ms. Finally Alright🥀

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house: idk you choose ig
warning: didn't proofread this so typos, spelling and grammatical errors ahead,, y'all requested a part 2 to Mr. Perfectly Fine so here it is lol

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~ Ms. Finally Alright ~
(Mr. Perfectly Fine pt. 2;  Draco's POV)

I messed up.

I wasn't supposed to hurt her like that. I wasn't supposed to leave her and break her heart into a million pieces. I should've taken care of her heart when I had the chance. She was nothing but good to me, and what did I give her back?

Heartbreak.

She thought I was perfectly fine. She thought leaving her was that easy for me.

Well  she was wrong.

At first yes I was alright with her gone. At first I thought I wouldn't miss her. At first I thought I could replace her so easily. I thought I could just forget that I once called her mine. I thought that I could forget her so easily by dating Eowyn Jade. 

I was wrong, Y/N L/N was irreplaceable.

What she didn't know is that each night, I regret leaving her. I regret hurting her. I regret all of the harsh words I told her. I would cry myself to sleep because of my foolishness. I don't deserve someone like Y/N. She's too good for me. 

It's been a year now, and I know she doesn't want me anymore. I know that she doesn't need me anymore. I see her everyday and I noticed how beautiful she was becoming. Her face was full of life. Her skin was flawless. Her eyes were bright and happy. This hurt me the most-- the fact that she was so much happier without me.

I know I broke her, but  she was strong enough to fix herself back together, and I admire her because of this. She was able to take care of herself when I left her and this made me proud of her. I couldn't take care of her and love her, but she learned how to love herself. I was supposed to make her feel loved. I was supposed to take care of her and protect her heart but I left her heart broken, tossed it away like it doesn't mean anything.

But it does, she means the world to me.

I heard from Blaise that she isn't dating anyone and this gave me a glimmer of hope. It would be selfish of me to even think of going back to Y/N when I broke her. But it took a year and a broken heart for me to realize how much I love her and how much I wanted her.

I wanted to talk to her.

Not to take her back right away but to formally apologize for what I did. She deserves that. She deserves the apology even if its a year late.

That's why I asked Pansy to tell Y/N that I wanted to talk to her. I don't have the courage to tell her myself. I'm still to ashamed to face Y/N.

"Are you stupid?" Pansy said, when I told her to tell Y/N I wanted to talk to her. "She would think that you are insincere. You should man up and tell her yourself. You had the balls to leave her and now you can't face her? That's a different kind of being a coward, Draco."

"I know that sounds stupid, Pans–"

"–it does–"

"–but you have to understand that I am also ashamed of what I did, but I have this urge to talk to her because she deserves an apology."

"Oh she really does, Draco. Okay. Alright I'll tell her. But if she says no, I wouldn't convince her to talk to you. I'm just your messenger, I'm not on your side."