draco malfoy imagines

heart like yours 🥀

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warning: very short but cute??

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heart like yours

"Hey Blaise!" you screamed when your last class, Arithmancy ended. He was in the same class as you and you've been wanting to talk to him since after lunch. Why? Its because you haven't seen Draco Malfoy, your boyfriend, the entire day. You were worried for Draco after the war, since he wasn't the same. He was sadder, and would often spend time alone.

He would also ask you to sleep in his dorm almost every night. Sometimes he would wake you in the middle of the night, crying because of another nightmare. He won't tell you what his nightmare was about but he would ask you to cuddle him and he would cry in your arms. It would always break your heart whenever he would sob violently in your arms. Then, after crying he would fall asleep in your arms and you wouldn't want to wake him up so you just fall asleep too.

Whenever he would skip class, you knew that it was so terrible that he was up all night, crying, then he would go to the hospital wing and would tell madam Pomfrey that he has a terrible headache. Madam Pomfrey would sometimes give him a potion to heal the pain but he would shook his head and tell her that he just wants to sleep. He also told her about his nightmares that Madam Pomfrey would just let him sleep and sometimes she would tell you what happened to Draco. But that day, he wasn't in the hospital wing, nor did Madam Pomfrey see him there.

Pansy, you and Draco's friend told you that he wasn't in his classes that day. She told you that she was also worried for his friend for she heard him cry that night, when she got back from her prefect duties. She said that you should totally check on him because he might be troubled or in pain. That's when you decided to double time in looking for you boyfriend because he might be in pain just like what Pansy had said. He might be scared and he might need some comforting because his demons might be attacking again.

That is one thing that is common amongst all who participated and witnessed the war - the fact that everyone has their own scars to heal and their own demons to fight. For Draco, its the guilt. The guilt that he joined the dark side, the guilt that he had something to do with so many lives that were lost. The guilt that he could've done something to save them. The guilt that resides in him because he could've joined Dumbledore's side but he was scared. Scared that Voldemort might kill his family. That Voldemort might attack his parents, the only reason why he was fighting, and why he stayed.

The dying bodies of his innocent classmates and friends are the ones that is keeping him awake at night. He would dream about the way that the life inside their eyes fade away and he knows that he was at fault, it was also his fault.

"I know that he went to the Astronomy Tower. I thought he was with you, but judging with the way you look right now I am assuming you haven't seen him all day." Blaise said.

"Yup, I've been looking for him everywhere except in the Astronomy Tower."

"Yeah he's probably there."

So that's where you went. You went up the Astronomy Tower. Despite being tired and breathless because of the flight of stairs, you were determined to get to Draco as soon as possible. There is still some time before dinner and hopefully you get back just in time for dinner with Draco.

When you reached the top, you instantly saw a figure sitting in front of the balcony as if staring at the view in front of him. His legs were crossed and he seemed relaxed. He wasn't wearing his robes nor his uniform, he was in his sleepwear. Some blue checkered pajamas and a plain white t-shirt. His hair was not on its usual style which was always neatly brushed to the side. He was the plain Draco Malfoy nobody knows about. The boy who is also in pain.

"Draco?" you asked, making sure that it was him. You held your books in one arm and your book bag on the other as you slowly approached him. He was surprised and was ready to attack but when he saw you his expression softened and he smiled at you.

"Hey, how did you find me?" he asked, as you kissed his cheeks and as you sit beside him.

"Haven't seen you the entire day, what's wrong? Another nightmare?"

"Nope, just thinking." he said, as he turned to face the view of the mountains.

"What are you thinking about?"

"You."

"Me?"

"Yup, and how a heart like yours managed to love a heart like mine."

You went silent for a while, thinking about what it could've possibly mean. He was smiling lightly, probably knowing that you were confused at what he just said.

"You are too pure for me, too good to be true. And here I am, a mess, broken, and needs to be mended. I don't deserve to be loved by someone like you, Y/N. I've been thinking what you love about me because I am nothing but a failure, a bad person. I don't want you to be broken just to fix me, at the same time I don't want you to leave me because I need you. This kept me up all night last night."

You put your arms around him, and kissed his cheek again. "Don't worry, Draco. I won't let myself be broken just to fix you. I know that I won't be able to fix you completely because I am also human and I am not perfect. Of course I am also as imperfect as you. But I'm glad that a heart like mine is able to love and accept a heart like yours. And you don't know how lucky I am to have a chance to love you because you are very kind inside and you make me feel loved everyday."

"Really? You feel lucky to be loved by me?" Draco asked in disbelief.

"Of course! You are very loving, Draco. And even though you have flaws you are very lovable and they just misunderstood you. If they truly know who you are I'm sure that they will love you too. You are also very kind especially to the people you care about and I just hope I can help in your process of healing."

"Oh you're a huge help, Y/N and I wanna thank you for that."

"What did I do?"

"Your hugs, your kisses, your care, your comforting words, they are enough for me and they make me feel better. Sometimes like this one, your presence is very comforting and I love it whenever you sit beside me just listening. "

"I'm glad that I made you feel better." you said, then he smiled and kissed your forehead. He continued to watch the view outside, with his arms around you this time. You inhale his scent and even though he hasn't showered yet, he still smell like his perfume, his scent was like green apples with a mix of the scent of freshly washed bed sheets.

"I love you." he whispered to your ear which made your heart beat fast. "I am so damn lucky to have you in my life. You make me so happy, you make my heart so happy."

"I love you too, Draco."

"So, how was school today?" and with that you excitedly told him what conspired in your classes today.

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