The Forgotten Goddess

Tampered Memories

A/N: With Alexandrya in HYDRA, the chapters are going to be dark. I will do my best to mark each trigger with a "^" before and after it, but I'm sorry if I miss some.

As she lay there, a peculiar feeling fell over her brain. Sometimes it hurt, sometimes it just tickled, but it was there. Alexandrya didn't realize what it was doing, she just tried to ignore it. After a while, she fell into a restless sleep.

Doctor's POV:

It's been two weeks since I shocked her and I've spent that time looking through her memories. As I looked through them, I grew more and more excited. I couldn't believe it. I, Doctor Irvine Saben, had found a magical being, and she belonged to me. I controlled her. She was mine. I watched as the young girl played around on her homeworld. I watched her laugh and cry as she grew up. I noticed that two boys showed up frequently, must be her friends, I thought to myself.

Once I got to her banishment and watched as she was sent to Earth, I decided to change up some things in her mind. I made her forget the names of her two friends from her home. I erased the memories of her meeting the boys on Earth. I made her forget how they helped her. I removed the name she gave herself. I took out her memories on Earth up until she woke up here. I took those memories and locked them away. They weren't needed, they'd just get in the way. I made sure she remembered Odin, whoever that was, he seemed to give her enough fear he'd work as a great threat. Once those memories were out of the way, there was only one more important thing.

"Now for her name," I mused to myself, "what a decision."

"Sir, I bring news on the girl. She is showing signs of waking." I stood up and walked over to her cell.

"Thank you soldier, you are dismissed." I could barely make out the outline of the girl laying in the shadows. I smiled.

"You will be the Shadow Soldier."

3rd Person POV (With Alexandrya)

Every bone in Alexandrya's body ached, there was a dull pounding in her head and sharp pains in her neck. She groaned as she pulled herself into a sitting position and clutched her head to stop the pounding.

"Welcome back to the land of the living my dear. I was afraid we lost you." Doctor's oily voice filled the room, filled her head. Alexandrya closed her eyes and silently willed him and his stupid voice to go away.

"Though once I realized what you are, Miadottir, it made perfect sense. That was a lot of voltage we used to shock you that day." She hated him. Miadottir. He knew. He knew about her past.

"Now, it will be in your best interest to cooperate with us. I would hate to have to hurt you dear." Doctor smirked and Alexandrya knew he would love nothing more than to hurt her over and over again.

"Now, as I told you two weeks ago, it's time to begin your training. From the looks of your memories, you've already had quite a bit of training." That was true, Alexandrya remembered when her friend would teach her all he'd learned after his lessons were over.

*Flashback*

"Very good Lex!" He complimented her, grinning widely.

"Thank you for helping me ----, I do wish your father would allow me to train with you and ---- though."

"I know Lex, but you know my father. His word is law. Now back to training!" The blonde grinned at his friend and they got back to sparring. All you could hear was the crashing of blades and the silly banter between the two friends.

"ELF!" Odin's voice rang through the air. Alexandrya paled.

*End of Flashback*

Alexandrya smiled at the memory, then frowned when she realized she didn't know the name of the blonde in the memory, then paled in remembrance of how upset Odin had been to find her and the blonde sparring, then screamed.