Completely (IN LOVE SERIES #3)

Kabanata 11

Arceli Angeles: Please be aware that this story was written poorly. This was written a few years ago. Maraming error, loopholes and whatsoever error na makikita niyo

Again, this story was written poorly. Pwede niyo pong i-drop kung hindi niyo po bet hehehe.

Thank you!

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In Love Series 3: Completely

Kabanata 11

"May nasagap akong chismis, Chrishane," ngisi agad sa akin ni Barron nang makalapit siya sa akin.

"Dakilang chismoso ka ba, Soliven?" pabiro kong irap sa kaniya. Tumawa ang dalawang alien sa tabi ko na nag-aayos na ng kanilang mga gamit. "Bakit tuwing magkikita tayo ay may chismis ka?"

Kakatapos lamang ng training namin, biyernes, at itong si Soliven, nang-aasar na naman.

I wiped the droplets of sweat on my face with the white towel handed by Sammy. I took a deep breath and relax myself from the tired training.

"Bakit mo naman kasi pinaiyak, Chrishane? Hindi na ako magtataka kung sa isang araw, magvi-viral na naman ang video mo," tawa pa nito bago tumabi sa kaniyang girlfriend at kinuha ang duffle bag nito.

"No one asked your opinion, Soliven. Shut up."

Ang tagal naman niyang makasagap ng chismis? Dalawang linggo na iyon ah? Noong isang araw nga ay nakasalubong ko na si Criselda Madrid. Nakalimutan ko na nga iyon eh.

"By the way, Chrishane, wala pa ba ang final list ng National Team? It's been two weeks already," Bea spoke as we started to walk out of the gym. Tahimik si Sammy sa tabi ko at nakasunod naman sa amin si Barron na himalang hindi kasama si Laurence at si Kapitan.

"Wala pa. But Coach O said it will be anytime 'till next week." I shrugged.

It's already dark when we went out. Pasado alas sais na yata dahil iilan na lang ang mga estudyanteng nakakasabay namin.

Naging tahimik ako sa paglalakd pagkatapos noon. Iniisip kung paano nga ba kung hindi ako makapasok sa list? I am not ready and will never be ready saying goodbye to Volleyball. For this is my first love and my only comfort when the demons inside my head is alive.

What if I won't make it? What if Lolo is determined to make me stop playing it? What if he pulls some string to make me out of the team? What if my dreams will shatter right in front of me?

Saan ako kapag nangyari ang mga what ifs ko?

Will I accept it wholeheartedly? Of course not!

Will I will be mad? Of course, I am!

Will I give up? That's a big no for me.

My dreams are high. Too high that I planned it all along, from the very beginning. I have set all my priorities, which things to do first.

Kung kailangan kong suwayin si Lolo, I will, for my dreams, for my heart's ultimate desire.

Iyon ang laman ng isip ko hanggang sa makarating kami sa parking. Everyone bit their goodbyes and I was left alone. Ibininaba ko ang duffle bag malapit sa big bike ko and sat on the concrete floor of the parking.

I'm so tired for today. I just wanted to lay on my bed and sleep.

I fished out my phone and about to call someone to fetch me here. Be it Calum or Shawn or Elvis. Or maybe my cousins who disregarded the idea of education for the meantime because they say, they're in some sort of vacation. But a message caught my eyes. It was sent to me almost ten minutes ago.