𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘣𝘰𝘳𝘴

𝘧𝘰𝘶𝘳

𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘢𝘴

I've never seen someone be so stupid at a coffee shop before, but it made me crack a grin. It was also very embarrassing.

When I went to the coffee shop a few days ago, I never expected her to be there, nor did I expect her beauty. I knew she was short and yes I know she was pretty but it was a bit dark the last time I saw her. Now that I see her, she's beautiful, her hair was lighter, just how I predicted. Her eyes are hazel mixed with green. Her hair went up to her mid back, almost touching her ass.

She ran out that day, I mean I don't blame her, it was really embarrassing.

Today I actually went to therapy, I didn't want to but I thought it was a semi good day to try. I sat down reading my pages of writing as I waited for my name to be called.

I sighed to myself knowing how horrendous this writing is. If I was to write the book about myself I can't write like this, I sound like a pathetic-

"Nicolas Devon?" I quickly shut my journal, standing up to follow my therapist Carmen to the room. It's not like I've never gone, i just hate going.

I sat down on the couch with my hands in my pockets. She closed the door smiling at me and sitting across from me in the other chair.

"How have you been Nicolas? It's been a while" I nodded not really wanting to talk. I don't like talking, i like when it's quiet. "We can't do this again, you have to open up. Tell me what has been on your mind" I didn't want to talk so I gave her my journal.

"I wrote about my daily life on there, emotions, events, actions. Everything, you can read it now, it's not much because I recently started and I scrapped more then half of the journal, but I started early September" she carefully grabbed it and began reading.

I directly stared at her every move, the way she would nod or write something down in her note book. I hate how she writes in her stupid notebook. Her eyebrows got less tense, she looked at me and shut the journal.

"How do you feel?"

I furrowed my eyebrows feeling a rise of annoyance build up in me. "Did you read it?" I snapped hard.

"I did but how do you feel right now?" She grinned softly, trying to comfort me in way... which wasn't working.

"I'm irritated," I slouched back, I shouldn't have come.

"Why do you feel like this?"

"Because I wrote it all down for you!" My voice was more aggressive then what I meant it to be, "sorry"

"How do you feel about change?" She tilted her head to the side slightly. I felt my body get tense.

"I hate change, you know I hate change. I don't like it one bit, I would rather much prefer for everything to stay the same" she wrote something down, what did she write?

"How's work?"

"It's stressing" it really is, I've had the hardest month yet.

"What do you work in again?" She questioned genuinely curious.

"I'm a writer for websites, newspapers, articles, I get multiple projects and I have to complete them all in limited amount of time. Sometimes it all piles up."

She nodded beginning to write again "at least you're busy, what about friends?"

"I don't have any"

"Neighbors? Family members?" She furrowed her eyebrows in confusion.

"My mother isn't part of my life, my father isn't either, I have no one here. My neighbor is a girl from Wisconsin, she just moved in"

"Tell me about her"

"Well, her name is Kendall White, she is really short, long brown hair, perfectly sized almond eyes that are a hazel green color. She has a light tan and a very doll like face, big full lips and a fairy button nose. She brought me cookies but she caught me on a bad day so I shut the door in her face"

"Why was it a bad day?"

"I felt more alone and hated every second of the day a bit more then usual. Plus Margie left, maybe even died."

"Talk to people Nicolas make friends, even if you feel uncomfortable. Talk to Kendall she seems kind, plus I think you owe her an apology for shutting the door in her face" I nodded getting up to leave. "It was good to see you Nicolas, I hope I see you next week or sooner with things to talk about"

"Bye"that didn't help. I can't talk to people...what do you want me to say? Hi I'm Nicolas, I hate everyone and everything leave me alone? It sounds stupid.

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I drove my car around the city taking in its beauty before it got dark. I like the city better in the dark though, it's quiet sometimes and the lights turn on or it's pitch black. It's the best thing to look forward to.

I even went to the gym to release some steams it helped a lot.

When I parked my car In front of my house, I noticed there was a few packages in front of my house. What the fuck? Who in the hell gave me packages? I quickly parked my car in the garage to check the packages.

I looked at the first one, it had the name 'Kendall White' on the sticker, I looked at the over one. Same thing. I sighed to myself hoping I could just knock on her door and leave.

I knocked on the door a few times then quickly started walking away, really not wanting to talk but I was too late.

"Oh hi" I turned around. There she was standing, her hair was in 2 high pig tails and she wore a really short white tight button up shirt with some really short shorts. I could see her body perfectly, the way her body just curves when it gets to her waist. She wasn't wearing a bra either.

I walked back up the steps not wanting to be rude "Hi" I looked down at her, she was really short. Honestly she looked like a child with revealing clothing and boobs, I wonder what she looked like when she turned around.

What do we say now? What do I say now? I'll just ask her what she thinks of the city so far. We both spoke at the same time. I saw a shade of light pink rush across her cheeks. Why is she blushing?

"You go first" I gave her a nod removing my earbuds from my ear.

"What's your name?"

"Nicolas Devon, yours is Kendall correct?"

"Yes, but like it when people call me Kenny" I looked into eyes giving her my attention but she stopped talking, she looked so small.

"They delivered your packages at my house, I dropped them off," should I bring up the coffee shop?

"Oh thank you, I've been waiting for these all day," she bent down giving me a perfect view of her ass, "let me put this inside" she turned around walking back into her house, now I can really see her ass, it was full and plump, with her full hips and small waist it just made a nicer view. She came back out holding two cookies. "Want one?"

"Sure...thank you" I gave her a nod and bit into the delicious cookie. The top of one of her ponytails had a strand of hair crossing to the other side, it bothered me "excuse me" I carefully moved the strand to its spot. Her hair was extremely soft.

I noticed her breath hitched, "I have to get going, I smell like I just went to the gym, which I did. I will see you around Kendall"

I walked away hearing her yell out "have a good day!" I looked back at her, she was smiling.

I've never seen someone with a pretty smile like that.