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I stared at the ceiling smiling as I thought about him. His lips kissing mine, his hand on my hip pulling me close to him. When he dropped me off at home he kissed my head and wished me a Goodnight. I probably replayed the whole thing in my head about a thousand times already.

I grabbed my phone from my nightstand, disconnecting it from its charger. I noticed Nico texted me, I felt my insides twist and turn. I opened it seeing what he texted.

Nico: Good morning, you are probably asleep but do you want to get some food around 4:30?

I smiled brightly, almost hugging my phone.

Kendall: I would be very happy to get some food...also I don't work today, so I'll be at home.
Nico: all alone?
Kendall: no with Casper
Nico:...
Kendall: the ghost?
Nico:?
Kendall: okay, I'll see you at 4:30
Nico: oh I got it.
Kendall: got what?
Nico: the joke.
Kendall: now that you are my boyfriend I have to educate you in movies
Nico: boyfriend?

My eyes widened, shit. We only kissed that doesn't mean he's my boyfriend! Oh god! Kendall you idiot! What do I even respond with?

Nico: We'll talk later.

I couldn't even respond. So I didn't. Sometimes I just want to punch myself, and say stop being an idiot. All I need is a paint day and coffee.

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I sat on the trolly sipping my cup of hot coffee cause I was freezing to death. It was around 4:00 which is very very good for me because I get to see Nico.

I felt my phone buzz in my pocket, so I took it out seeing Nico's name.

Nico: Hey, do you mind coming to my work? I'm in the middle of a call and I want to leave immediately once it's over.
Kendall: yeah sure, I'm on a trolly right now, just send me ur location

I looked at the map and noticed it was located in the heart of the city. I didn't really care, I got to see more of the city.

After about a good 15 minutes the trolly stopped and I got out walking a few blocks to the large building. I looked up seeing how tall it was, it could probably touch the clouds. It was made out of pure glass and was like a billion stories tall.

I walked inside the glass door seeing all of the workers in black, grey, or dark blue suits. Women wore knee high pencil skirts with a black blazer and their hair was up in a bun. The atmosphere was definitely uptight and professional. It all smelled so clean. Everything was so modern and black. I didn't even know where to go. I looked so out of place, not to mention that they were all like 5'7 to 6 foot tall people so I really looked out of place, especially with my small cropped shirt that says hell and some high waisted jeans.

"Excuse me are you lost?" The lady holding 2 folders asked me.

"Yeah um do you know where Nicolas is?" She looked at me with disgust. God this made me insecure.

"Yes I'll take you" she began walking at a fast pace to the elevator, she smelled like a strong seductive Victoria secret perfume that makes you want to die cause it's so strong.

I was in the elevator for like 3 minutes or more, it felt like eternity. I was already dying with the strong perfume smell and the awkward silence. We finally stopped and stepped out of the elevator.