Light from my desk in the right hand corner shined on Theo's eyes.
"New lipstick?" He touched my lips with his index finger.
I smiled. "Something like that." Realizing that Ansel could be home any minute, I rolled from his grip, putting on my mint greem robe that was hanging from the side of the bed post.
"Theo you have to go." I say. "Ansel could be back in a few.""Right. Listen, things are not going to get awkward between us?" He sat on the side of the bed.
I tighten the robe belt. "No matter what, we'll be friends."
"Friend zone. That's like getting stabbed with a knife to the heart. You're killing me Shai!" He chuckled placing his hand on his heart.
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Ansel and I ate in silence as he typed on his MacBook, and I read a novel. 50 shades of Grey."Shai... what's on your mind?" His white beats hung from his messy hair.
"Tommorow we go back to set. Guess who I am meeting with?"
"Chloe Martinez?" He correctly answers. "Maggie told me over text."
I nod. Belle kicked my side.
"Now. What's on your mind?"
"Just uh..." I start. Should I tell him? I debate in my mind. "THEO AND I PASSIONATELY MADE OUT ON OUR BED."
God. What did I just say?!!?
Ansel puffed up his cheeks before laughing. I stare down.
"You're funny. Because I thought I heard that you did it with our best friend."
"Ansel, I am sorry." I apologize. "Take all the time you want- don't bring Belle in okay?"
"Okay." He set his headphones on the table gently, snatching the keys from the key hanger.
"Okay."
Ansel came back home later that night drunk.
Flash opening my eyes, I hear noises from down the hallway. Bangs and clangs that sounded like pots and pans echoed through the apartment. Tiptoeing on the soft carpet, hands smack on the wall close to my ear. I scream.
"Shh shh.." He says laughingly.
"Ansel, you smell like booze. Get Off of me." I pushed him but he comes right back to smouldering me against the wall.
"Did you enjoy what Theo did to you? Huh?" His hand next to my ear smacked the wall on every few syllables."Did he kiss your neck?"
His lips parted to my skin."ANSEL STOP!" I slap his check.
"How much time did you guys spend together? Hours?" He stopped kissing me for a second. Giving up trying to seduce me, he sighed.
"Ansel!" I say. "You aren't making any sense."
"You know what else doesn't make sense, how BADLY I WANT TO..." he sobbed into his shoulder, a beer bottle in his left hand. "Shai, I would kill for you. and for you to give me up like that? With a baby on the way? Where do we stand?"
"If I let go of you. Belle is without a father. If I keep you, Belle has to live with the fact that her own parent cheated on her husband with thier best friend." I shout. "My mind is to perplexing right now."
"So what?"
"I'm staying over at Maggie's for a while." Dipping under his arm from his grip I went down the hallway for my coat. "Sometimes a little room is all you need." I say from behind the front door, shutting it softly.
Shansel? Or sheo?
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Sleeping with a lie
FanfictionShansel or Sheo? After a unexpected pregnancy, Shai finds herself in a deeper hole than she can climb. Theo has been one of her romantic intrests ever since Divergent, but will Shai risk it all for not only herself, for her family?