Sleeping with a lie

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HEY GUYS! So this part had to be pretty steamy, so if you are uncomfortable about reading this part- you can totally skip it, even though I really wouldn't want you to. But yeah. Honeymoon time, it's Theo James people. I had to make it extra steamy.

Peace.

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I'm slammed against the back of the door by his hands. I knew that he would like to take it slowly, so I followed. I met his eyes when he trailed his finger across my collarbone.

"Shailene, May I?" He asked.

"Yeah,"

He tugged my dress from the bottom, his hand on my thighs. Next thing I knew my underwear was off.
I lace my fingers with his, engaging him to get up.

"I want to show you how much you mean to me," He starts.

I step out of my dress. "Explanation please."

He bit his lip, planting his on mine. I back away, sighing into ear. He framed me in on his body with his arms against the wall. I searched for the start of his shirt. He glances down from my lips, breathing hard. Finally taking off his shirt, I rubbed my left hand over his abs.

"You're crazy," he whispered.

"Insane," I smiled.

He picked me up, my legs twisted around his hips. Still making out, he gently set me down on the firm hotel mattress.
By surprise, he French kissed me. I claw to his back, closing my eyes.

My heart was racing. While closing my eyes, I remember times with Ansel... this life that Theo and I are living- it could've been us.

Theo continued from my neck to my chest, down to my belly button. I couldn't help but moan.
My black bra was ripped off, and Theo's shirt and pants including boxers were thrown over in the corner.

With him. I can be free.

With him. There wasn't any stopping this moment.

With him. He could save me from a disaster like the past, and rescue me with his soft lips.

Nothing could be better.

"Marriage will be... fun." I say breathing heavy.

"Especially during the night hours."

I laugh, my arms being put above my head. He slithered down to my ear.

"Was that a good explanation?" His deep voice made my entire body go numb, now that had spoke in American accent.

"I couldn't hear you the first time." He glared at my hand, takes my ring finger, and his bare hand. Placing them together, he tells me not to let go of the bond.

We sat up on the bed, as I sat on his lap. I hung onto his neck, while he placed his hands on my hips.

"After all of that... I have no other ideas."

I raised my eyebrows to the bathroom, then back to him. He smirked. Leading him to the master bath, I close the door behind us.

"Now..." I turn the water on with my right hand. "It's my turn to show you."

THEO P.O.V
Warm water rushed down our bodies. Shailene was surely explaining to me pretty well so far. Until we stood there, embracing each others nakedness.

"You have a nice butt." I compliment.

"Your jawline could possibly slice my finger." She chuckled.

Fangirls, what they come up with these days..

"Theo, what would think about another baby?"

I pulled her closer to me. "That would be nice."

"I will try my best, to stay alive for you, and Belle as long as I can." Tears welled up in her eyes.

"Shai, Shai." I hug her now. "No matter if I die, or if even Belle takes a toll on death row... I'll be okay."

She french kisses me hard. Spit, mistaken as water, ran down my chin. I kiss her back, softly. Memories like this would last forever. I wish I could freeze time.

"We will be okay." I back away from the intense kiss, gazing in her hazel eyes.

We will always be okay.

Music: Crazy in Love Remix