Drowning Desires

nineteen

Adrien

I snuck in through my window again. This time, thankfully, my dad didn't show up.

I breathed a sigh of relief when I remembered my parents were away again, taking my siblings with them. Then I wanted to slap myself for remembering now when I had just climbed up a pipe to sneak in.

My family occasionally took trips and drove out of town into a more populated area. I stopped going with them when I could learn how to run a house myself.

I went downstairs and chucked a microwaveable meal into the microwave before heading back upstairs and into the bathroom.

Adrenaline still pumped through my blood, shoot through my dick. The feeling of Maura's ass rolling against my hardness still lingered.

I turned the shower on and slid from my clothes. I breathed a sigh of relief as I finally removed my jeans.

I braced my hands on the shower wall and hung my head between my shoulders, letting the warm water hit my head.

Maura didn't realise the things she did to me. I don't even understand what she does to me.

My mind raced through the memory of Maura's wetness on my fingers, the memory of sliding those fingers inside of her.

I felt my dick grow hard at just the thought of what it would feel like to slip my dick inside of her, to hear her pant my name. I wondered if she ever thought of me, then I remembered her words.

"You are the only person on my mind Adrien, and not only now, but everyday, even when I touch myself."

The memory of her voice made me brace one hand on the wall in front of me as I reached down and rubbed my hand over my dick. I gripped hard, as tight as Maura had been on my fingers.

The sound of her voice flowed through my mind as I continued to stroked myself.

I was left panting as I finished to just a mere memory. I left the shower and slid a towel around my waist.

No point wearing clothes if I was alone.

The microwave was done by the time I reached it. I pulled out my very unappealing meal and dug in.

I realised I was finally not feeling a loneliness that had seeped through me since Nate had passed. Maura was filling that gap; slowly, but surely. Her witty comments didn't piss me off anymore. The coward that I had made her out to be wasn't as true.

I found myself wondering how I had even been so content to let her fly into Riley's arms. Because right now, the thought of his hands over her body had jealousy coursing through my veins.

Yet I would give Maura what she wanted, and if that was Riley, I wouldn't get in her way.

I just hoped she ran my way instead.

• • •

Maybe I would try to stop Maura.

As soon as I parked at the school, I was surrounded by the entire senior football team.

Riley stood directly in front of me, his arms crossed in an attempt to look intimidating. Landon and Henry flanked either side. I smirked, he really needed a whole team to come to me after our little squirm in the cafeteria.