Loving The Goddess

Chapter 97.

"Come on Alex." I hear a mumble. "Where are you hiding this bullet." I hear a little frustration and all i felt was hands moving in me but i felt paralyzed as i just feel it all and i couldn't even open my eyes. "Its just one and X-ray said it was right here!" I can hear them getting even more frustrated.

"Carlisle just breathe we will find it, you just need to calm down, think maybe it moved so it can't be far just look and don't freak she is okay she keep coming back each time, you just need to breathe and calm." I hear a female says and i feel Carlisle hands relax and him take a breathe as i feel him start looking through my body again but i can feel my body feels like my it is on fire and my breathing feels so hard to do but one thing i knew was i was gonna fight to breathe.

"Rosalie i need you to calm her" I can her Carlisle mumble. "What ever she is doing is making her lungs work to hard." He speaks again then i feel shocks go through my body.

"Alex just let go, you will come back to me and our children. Carlisle has you right now." I hear her whisper and all i feel is the numb take over me as the everything disappears around me, i cant feel her or Carlisle.

A few minutes pass and then a bright like comes and i close my eyes, reopening then i staring right into my fathers eyes and i see him smirking. Ew i got his smirk. Is all i could realize and think in this moment.

"Alexandria, what a family you have built." He speaks as he pulls away from me and i look around seeing my memories flash around is allowing him to see also.

"Get out of my brain." I growl and he laughs as he turns to look back at me.

"You are allowing me to be here, but i do have a question how could you not have one mate, but two?" He say and frowns and looks away then my memories or just Alice, Rosalie, and me have made. "Both so beautiful, your true mate Rosalie, i don't get how my child as worthless as you are got a mate like that." He pauses and i see him bring thoughts of  just Alice up. "This one she is beautiful but she is broken like you, just not at bad. Did you know her family put her in a crazy place as a human. They brought her pain and no love so i get two broken mates together." He speaks and i just look to Alice shocked but i quickly stop as i look to him and growl knowing he is mostly lying.

"Stop you have no right to tell lie!" I say and stand and he laughs.

"She hasn't told you the truth Alexandria, you are still so easy to act as if a lie is a truth. Ask her when you go back." He say and i frown to what he meant there but before i could speak he bring the memories of the whole family of the Cullen's. "They are unique coven, animal blood to survive, i get you going with everyone weak. I did you leave you weak all your life so makes sense, but this pack." He pauses and my memories of the pack come and i start getting really pissed to him picking at the Cullen's now he will mostly do the pack. "Strong a really good pack if they had a good alpha you could be the most powerful supernatural creatures." He says then i see him smile sadistically then he brings thoughts of Lauren. "I should of killed her when she was first born." He mumbles and then he was right in front of my face in seconds and his hand on my throat and i felt the weak feeling i felt when i was locked up.

"Lu put her down before i kill you again." My mother says as her sent wraps around me and he quickly lets go of me and steps away from me and i see my mother standing with a smile.

"Mom what is happening?" I whisper and she smiles as she brings memories of the children up.

"They are beautiful, i still cant believe i am a grandma." I see her face light of joy as she watches my memories play i have of they boys. "You and your mates are raising really beautiful boys." She says as i see my memories stop and she looks to me. "You are in limbo, you are dead right now my beautiful child." She says as she walks up to me and i just stand frozen.

"Why is he here." I say while side glancing my father as i see him playing memories of the whole family i have.

"I found out you died before your mother did and came to visit you." He says and i growl and he just stops my memories.

"I don't want to be here." I say as i look back to my mother.

"I know and you will be back in your body once the doctor gets the bullet out of your lung and fixes the hole in your heart." Mother speaks as she goes and sits at a lake that just appeared out of thin air. Slowly i walk to her and sit next to her, i so bad wanted to just lean against her but was nervous. But she was the one to lay her head on my shoulder. "Don't listen to your father, you are never worthless. You are the key to the human world and supernatural world." She speaks and i just nod scared to speak as i didn't wanna ruin the time with her like last time.

"What if i don't wanna go back but stay with you?" I ask her and i hear her sigh.

"You can't you don't belong here, plus you do not want to leave your mates or children." She says and i see her pull my memories up and i sigh knowing she is right. "We can just enjoy when you come to visit us." She whispers and i just nod as i get her sent stuck in my head.

Awhile goes back and the weirdest thing happens as i fall through her and i quickly stand up as i see her talking but couldn't hear her then everything fades.

"Its here! i got it." I hear Carlisle say so excited and i just feel like i could actually breathe and then i feel like im being stitched back together then what feels like a tube getting taken out my mouth.

"Heart rate is back and going strong." Esme speaks and i feel shocks go through my arm where i can feel my mates hand touching me.

"Thank you for coming back to me." I hear her mumble.