Loving The Goddess

Chapter 54.

"I think I found it!" Is all we hear upstairs. I frown as the door open and carlisle come fling down the stairs. "Alex can you come to my office for a moment?" He ask and I nod as I push off the couch and walk behind him to his office.

"Whats up doc?" I ask as i look to him as I sot down saving my energy.

"Can I do an x-ray of your chest area?" He ask and i shrug. He helps me stand up as he takes me to machine in his office.

"Okay just lay down and stay still." I nod as I lay down and look up at the ceiling as he sets everything up. After a good 20 minutes of laying there carlisle comes over to me with a frown. "So I have good and bad." He says and I sit up slowly as I look to him.

"So whats the news?" Alice ask as she walks in and shuts the door.

"When you and Eli was training I think one of his teeth got lodge in your rib cage and it seems to be push his venom through you constantly." He say and I frown.

"How is that stopping me from eating though?" I ask.

"Your body is regecting the animal blood I don't know why, but when I tested the human it was just your body pushing everything out I would say it was trying to push out the venom but it can't cause the tooth is stuck." He say and I nod.

"So you have to take it out?" Alice says and carlisle nods.

"I can put you under anesthesia while o take it out or if you like you can stay awake." Im not getting put to sleep 'alex its going to hurt awake.' 'we are no bitch, okay sometimes we are but not now.' I smile.

"I will stay awake." I say and he frowns and slowly nods.

"If your sure then lets get you ready." I nod as i sit back as he gets everything ready. "Alright alex I nedd you shirt and bra off and put this on he hands me a gown as he walks out and lets me get dressed I slip off my shirt but I had trouble with me bra and all I could hear was alice laughing i huff as i look to her.

"Can you help?" I mumble and she smiles and nods as she walks over to me and takes to off then helps put the gown on.

"Shes ready Carlisle." She says as she looks at me, he enter and walks to alice.

"Alex im going to have to restrain you cause this is hurt." I stiffen as I slowly nod, he goes and grabs the chain I lay down as he starts doing my feet and i sahke a little Alice comes to my side and holds my hald as I close my eyes and take deep breathes as he chains me down. "Alice im about to start this might be a lot to handle you might wanna step out and go sit with rose to make sure she doesn't try to attack anyone or make sure none of the pack goes carzy to the alpha being hurt." Carlisle says and I feel alice slowly let go of my hand then walks out the room. "Alright alex im going to start by numbing you to try and stop the pain." He explains then I feel a sharp pinch go in my side 5 times. "Okay this may still hurt and im sorry." He whisper then a sharp pain shoots through me making me take a deep breathas I just focus on my breathing more then anything else. Thats in till i felt him stick something in to get the tooth thats when I let a whimper out as i pull at the chains on my legs just trying to move away from it. "Alex I need you to calm down." I hear Carlisle say but I could listen as i pull at the ones on my wrist as I growl to the pain. 'little one calm down you might hurt yourself or him of these snap.' Samael warns. But I growl more as I try not to scream to him digging deeper. The door to his office opens and I smell her sent but the pain over rides her sent as I let out another whine and pull on the chains harder. She touches my shoulders.

"Handsome, shh its okay." She whisper and I calm a little but I couldnt help the whimper that leave my mouth and to pull still feeling my panic go through me. "Just a little more he almost has it." I take deep breathes as I feel him pulling trying to get the tooth out and I let out a small scream as he wiggles it trying to get it free. After a moment I feel a pressure leave as I hear something drop in a mental bowl. "Its out now just stitches need to be put in." I bite my lip as he does the stitches and then puts a bandage on it. After a little the chains get removed and I take a deep breath as I just breath trying to ignore everything shooting through my body.

"I need something hot." I breath out as I open my eyes looking up and see both rose and carlisle looking confused. "Get Lauren." I mumble and carlisle nod as he runs away. A momemt past and Lauren walks up. "I need something hot." I mumble and she smile.

"Wanna go to hell." She smile widely and I glare at her. "Kidding, i can get hot coals going?" I nod and tge look rose had made me wanna laugh but everything was so sore. "Okay give me a moment, rose im going to need you to carry her down in five minutes and I only ask you case how much pain she is in she would mostly hurt me." I roll my eyes as I rest my face against roeses hand as Lauren leaves.

"Lets get you sitting up." Rose softly say as her free hanf runs through my hair and slowly nod and she walks away for a second making me frown and open my eyes. "Alice can you come help?" She says out the door as I look at her a second later alice walks in and rose shuts tge door behind her and they both walk to both sidesof me. "Okay we are going to slowly lift just say stop andwe will." Rose whisper as they both slip there hand under my shoulders, they slowly starting pulling me off and all I could feel was pain shooting through me and I clench my jaw shut as I take breathes as they put me in a sitting position. I open my eyes as I see alice grab my legs and theyturn me I growl but dont attack as I just look at her hoping she would get scared but she smirks and winks as she fully turns me.

"Rose you can bring her down now." Lauren yells and rose walks beside me and slowly picks me up. I hiss as I be in her shoulder as she fully picks me up. She carefully carries me down the staors and out side where i see the burning coals. "Okay rose set her down I will take her closer to it atleast im fully flame proof." Lauren chuckles as she says is and rose hesitantly put me down and handed me to Lauren as she walks me to the coals. Bufore we touch I let my demon roll ot as I walk on the coal then lay down letting the heat soothe my body as I just lay in the coals, I could hear people talking but I didnt listen as I just listen to the hot coals crackle.