Loving The Goddess

Chapter 6.

"Did hurt you did I?" She looked worried but then continued. "Why did you taste so good? Can I feed from you only? Wait what am I thinking I can't drink from you!" She frantically spit this all out. But the last part made us all growl.
"You will drink from me and only me im yours, thats all you need! And im ment to be feed off cause thats the point of being my mate thats why I taste so good.." I growled out. I seen her nod.
"So what am i?" She whispers i look at her confused. "i mean i feel this power that i never noticed in till we...." She trailed off.
"We fully mated from what I understand." I say sheepishly.
"So what does that mean?"
"Well from what Samael says since you drank your mates blood and me being a demon, and being your mate you would of got the temptation sooner or later only cause our blood is suppose to call to our mate if they drink blood. Mostly cause our blood is suppose to call to our mate cause as a demon everything about us screams stay away and well fear to other people, but our mate it does the opposite it calls for you to be closer and to need us and if our mate drinks blood what other why to make the most hardest struggle eaiser. Then drinking our blood for the first time and pretty much accepting everthing about us it gives you your power of being my mate. But since I am who, well i am and being so high up and so rare. It makes you like me just not as perfect." I smirk saying that. "Because your still just a vampire but with now all my strenghth and also possibly and defently immunity to powers i have if I have any. Now the blood you dont need to drink from me but it will call to you like human blood use to and intresting enough human blood will not call to you like other vampires. If you do feed from me, which we all would recommend you do, cause sooner or later you will lose it and bite me cause of my smell will become so intoxicating and I would rather you not push me away cause i now feed your into other hunger. Just know your vemon won't hurt me nor will you hurt me drinking from me." I say all out as I stare at her i see her smile. I frown my eyebrows.
"So that means you are teapped with me" is that really all she heard and why does she make it sound like that!? 'Thats kinky shit and that is all she hears cause she doesnt care as long as shes with you how slo-' 'dont finish that.'
"Yes im only yours and you are only mine. But I thought we knew that being mates." I questioned.
"We have been but this is so much more and so much powerful." 'Shes got a point Alex' She grabs my face and brings me in for a kiss i react by grabing her and laying in the bed as I snuggle in to her when we pull away. I just wrap or naked bodies under the blanket as i dose off for a little.
Waking up to her body still tangled to me was the most comfortable way ive ever slept.
I looked up at her to see her already looking i smiled "Did you watch me as I slept?" I whispered out she chuckled.
"As wonder ful as that is I actually fell asleep to the sound of your heart beat shockingly. I just woke up 10mins ago can I sleep now because of you?" Can she? 'she is like us just with no heartbeat we wouldnt have one either, only reason is cause of Akela.' 'Your welcome!' I rolled my eyes.
"I guess so you are like me just no voices, or shifting into a wolf or have demon wings. But he says you can do almost everything i can." I smile softly. I seen her eyes widen as she gets up quickly. I look at her confused.
"Can I eat human food now? Can I get pregnant?" I choke on air. "Oh my, not like now im just asking." I redeem.
"Yes you can eat human food but you will still need blood to survive and yes.. you can when we are ready. We do have to becareful now that we are fully mated." She nodds as i see her smile brightly.
"Lets go eat i wanna test this!" She laughs as she quickly gets dress as she throws my clothes at me. I slowly got dressed then followed her downstairs but as soon as I touch the bottom step i had the twins attack me.
"Alpha." Tyler starts
"Dont listen to him Alex ive been good." Lukas finished. I glared at both of them then I hear laughing from certian people i huff out.
"Im not your mother, I am your alpha you have a problem and want me to finish i will put you in a ring to fight it out." I growled out I seen both coward and i smiled till i felt a smack at the back of me head.
"Thats not how you speak to family here Alex. No matter if your alpha." Esme sternly look at me then turns to the boys. "And you 2 can come to me if you need to. I'm the mother of the house and this family." Now ive never had a parent figure so Carlisle and Esme are the close. I bow my head. And nod and the boys smile.
"Yes ma." I whisper out. I walk to the kitchen and wrap my arms around rose as she looks through the fridge. "What is on the menu today." I softly whisper as i kiss her neck.
"Fuck.. Um, Yo-.. I mean Esme is cooking dinner and your sharing your plate thats what i meant.." She coughed as she stumbled to her words I laughed and unwrapped my self and grabbed a juice box then walk to the living room. Shoving Emmett over as i pop in bo2. I smirk
"let play" he laugh out loud.
"Hell yeah!"
"Emmett! Language!" Esme stats from the kitchen.
So for the next hour and a half me and Emmett faced each other. We both broke a total of 8 controller and got 62 smacks from Esme, Rosalie, Lauren, even Carlisle got us once when he got home. All over our comments and launguge and then at then end i leaned I can catch thing on fire but i can kinda control it we still needed the fire hydrant. Emmett was smacking my ass it was 34 to 13. But listen it wasnt my fault. 'Yes it was she really got to cocky there..' I huff out. Anyways! I did a big f bomb then smashed the stupid xbox controller. Then Emmett commented 'I'm a pussy and rose needs a man' that is all I heard before I felt over heated. All I could see was just red around him, I then lit a circle around me and started slowly pushed it towards Emmett. I started to get my vision back and noticed what I was doing before he got hurt i panicked and broke from the fire causing it to actually start to catch but before it got out of hand Edward had it out. I was ready to run i was so scared but before i got to the door i wad pinned to the ground. I had control so i breathed in and smelt Jasper holding me down. I lowly growled cause i just wanted to be let go i didnt want to hurt anyone.
"Calm down. You need to calm down i can feel your panic. Let me help calm you if you can't calm your self." I heard him say as he losses his hold showing he somewhat under stood i softly nodded samael let him help please... 'we already put it down thats why edward can read just you. But not us I kept some block i dont trust him yet.' 'Just breathe' I nodded as I closed my eyes and just took deep breathes, also kept my thoughts blank. I felt Jasper get off me causing me to slowly open my eyes when I opened my eyes i slowly looked around and seen the twins knocked out as Lauren is getting held by Emmett as he calmed her. What happen?
"They went to attack feeling your distress. Emmett could calm Lauren and well the boys alice smashed the heads together when they went to shift." Edward spoke out. I looked at him. Ahh I forgot you can hear me.. I could still feel Jaspers calm going through me i was still relaxed but it didnt feel like I was paralized.
"You know you guys like to paralize me alot." I seen Jasper smile and the chuckle.
"Please forgive me there. I felt that much panic and fear mixed at once I thought you would lash out or worse get hurt cause running with that mind wouldnt end well." I nodded. I slowly sat up as and just looked at the ground thinking. What did I do? 'Something normal little one. We did it to your dad back when you where 156. Thats when he used a witch and tie his life to your powers and even all the ones you havent tapped in to if you did have more.' 'Thats is our only power that we know you have the rest are a mystery.' You know I have more? 'No we dont know we are in the dark with you there.' I huffed i looked up at Emmett.
"Im sorry for my outrage. I never met for anything to happen." I tell him clearly as i get up then go to the twins to make sure they are okay.
"No sorry needed I shouldnt of said that." He said with a sheep smile. I nodded as I shook the both causing them both to groan. I slapped the making them both jump awake and look startled I stood up and smirked at them.
"So i heard to guys got knocked out by Alice." I seen Tyler rolled his eyes as he huffed while Lukas had a goofy smile.
"I say she cheated and use her visions." He laughed as he said it. I shook my head as i heard Esme come in and tell us she had dinner done. Causing Lauren, Tyler, Lukas and Rose run to the table as i just walked smiling amused. Rose sat on my lap as everyone in the house looked at her weird. I smiled at this. As I sat back and took my plate and put it in front of her and said.
"You eat it im going hunting later."
"Um, Alex?" Carlisle was the one to speak. I looked at him. And raised an eyebrow and hummed for him to continue "rose cant eat she will throw it up." I smiled as I shook my head.
"We mated so i pretty much gave her the ability to do almost anything I can just has its limits cause shes still a vampire." I heard a couple gasp then my pack members all bowed the head to rose and said 'welcome luna' I smiled and bowed my head a little to thank them and to let them know they dont have to bow anymore. No one said anything as they all ate they all just watched in awe as rose ate. I chuckled at most of there facial expressions.
Once everyone one was done eating. I told rose I was going to hunt. Jasper, Edward, and Lauren tagged along with me. While hunting i broke off liking my own space plus Lauren could link me if something happened. on top of that I got my deer pretty quick so i just caught back up with them and shifted.
"Im gonna head back to the house." I spoke Edward softly smiled.
"I just finish. Mind if I join you back." I shrugged and I started to walk back as i heard him follow. It didnt take long to get back i but getting back i noticed bella's truck. I took a deep breath and walked inside when I walked in i was greeted by rose pulling me into her and smelled my neck, making me chuckled.
"Are you thirsty baby?" I softly whispered she hummed as she nuzzled in my neck more I picked her up and went and sat on the couch with her straddling me. "Go ahead love." I whisper as i leaned my head a little to give her room. I felt her kiss me then I felt her fangs going into me and the i felt her start to suck. She softly maoned and tangled her hands in my hair. I bite my lip holding her hips loving this feeling. Then in a second I felt her being ripped off me. Then I hear edward ask what was going on as i seen Emmett hold Rosalie away from me as she just stood there still in my blood high i was still trying to shake the high I had, thats when i seen Carlisle in front of me with a light. I shook my head and pushing him a little away. "Im fine. Why did you pull her away?" I asked with a little irritation.
"She was drinking from you!" Alice yelled. I looked at rose and seen her coming back.
"I can live off her blood... Its something with us being mates." She mumbled. I seen Carlisle look suprised and also understanding i seen him smile and get up.
"Thats intresting I think i found some type of myth about you, excuse me." He smiled as he walked away. I got up and picked up rose and took us to the other living room sitting us down but this time i put her on myside and snuggled into her as i just took in her sent.
We stayed like that for 20 minutes till i hear Bella's heart beat getting closer I looked up to see her and edward looking at us, I raised my eyebrow as i tried to not to breath in to hard shes still a little tempting. I could hear heart beat qiucken as she start to sweat. She nervous all my instincts where trying to go off cause of how much of an easy prey she would be. I squeezed rose side then shook my head trying to focus on anything else. I felt rose squeeze my side then I could feel bella move closer slowly so she could get to the door behind us. I softly growl to warn her to stop or hurry the fuck up. Thats when I started hearing her heart start to pound quickily. And the the door open then closed.
"Shes left, you did well baby." Rose softly whispered as she kisses my forehead helping me calm. I took deep breaths in her neck as I tried think of anything else. After a few minutes I was calm enough I could pull a little away from rose but my vision was a little red and I know my eyes are Samael's. I took a shakey breathe of the air. My gums hurt and i could feel his teeth out. I slowly scooted away from rose still feeling my demon trying to get out of its cage. I growled getting mad that he is trying to take control. I see rose go to grab me but i jumped back and shifted so i knew he couldnt get control but I could still feel him and it was very annoying i shook my head and started pacing in the room. Growling and snarling here and there as I pace the wall trying to calm everything. I could hear talking but i was too in my head to even realise what was going on. And there was this stupid voice that kept chanting do it over and over, then I had Akela telling me no and samael well he was being quiet.
I was snaped out of my thoughts when I felt someone come close to me instantly making me guarded and i turned i seen Lauren walking slowly. I know she knows what she is doing i trust her I just dont trust me cause i always end up attacking.
"Alex.. Lets talk about this... Or lets take it outside?" I snarled as I slowly walked towards her. "Okay outside we go... Come catch me alpha." She shifted and took off out the house causing me to be right behind her.
Once outside I snap my teeth at her and she croches and shows a little bit off and growls. I went to attack her but stopped when i heard a twig snap beside me causing me to spin and face the as i lung at them but that just caused me to be attacked from my back and side. Causing me to get really annoyed i twisted my neck back grabbing the one on my back as throwing them into a tree then I focused one the other one that and waiting for them to do the wrong move. That didn't take long cause he went to circle so i would not focus on the other one but he messed up cause he caught a dip giving me my chance I grabbed him and then put all my power slaming him into the ground making he lose consciousness. That left her i snarled as we cirlcled each other.
She lungged at me taking me by surprise but only getting my shoulder blade but she rebites and this time she gets my throat thats when I tried my bast to get out of her grip but before I could try she closed her jaws together. All i could let out was a whimper and then everything went black. This is feeling like a routine now...