Loving The Goddess

Chapter 22.

Lauren finally woke up after 4 days down. When she woke up Jasper kept saying she was uncomfortable and sore. I kinda snicked at it I was going to ask if they ever fully felt what it feels like to get your heart ripped out but I had to stop myself cause I forgot me and Lauren are the only ones that are somewhat immortal and in more ways human.
Once she fully was up and moving around i could tell she was nervous cause she knew i let him fully free to hurt her worse then she was. So if I growled or started to get upset everyone could see her flinch then fully bows. Jasper said it was best if i show her that im not pissed at what she did but I am and she knows it, cause she almost spoke to me like he use to. I could see the regret run through her eyes. I mean i can't hate her to much cause i did challenge her there but she took it to far. But I did tell him I would stop ignoring her but i told him he had to get me a bike. He looked at me strange for a little before agreeing.
Currently its been 3 weeks since everything a week ago the cullens had a baseball game. Ever since then they have been very guarded. I was in my reading room listening to music and I reading The Green Mile by Stephen King. I was really just zoned out thats in till i heard a heart beat outside the door I put my book down as i listen to how it beats and the way it jumps with nervousness i know it was Bella. I slowly got up when she knocks, I slowly open the door.
"A-Alex can i c-come in?" I frown my eyebrows but step to the side to let her enter. "I want to ask a favor, I know you dont owe me any but i dont want to see anyone get hurt over my stupid problems." I turn my head as I look at her weird. "you know that baseball game almost everyone did last week?" She pauses as she looks at me i softly nod. "There was this vampire that came. Thats why we rushed out. They want me to leave the state cause she was mated to the last vampire james that we killed and edwards says she wants to hurt me. Can you please come with alice, jasper and me when leave tomorrow?" I looked at her strange for a second before i finally replied.
"I dont mind but can I ask you something?" She nods. "Why would you want me to go? You are scared of me i hear the way your heart speeds up everytime you see me. Gosh and when I speak you sweat as your heart pounds loudly. So why would you want me to go?" She opens and closes her mouth a couple times before she takes a deep breath.
"I am asking you because of the way you protect everyone i know with you at least none of the cullens will get hurt." I nod
"Bella you have an angry vampire who wants you and the voltori wants you changed you are some human." She softly smiles i shake my head. "So is that all Bella?" She shakes her head no.
"Can you please convince them that if worst comes, to just change me?" I frown my eyebrows.
"Bella im sorry but that is between you and edward and the rest of the vampires here. Please dont ask me to become apart of that." I spoke as i looked at her. She nodded as she walked out of my room. I take a breath as i turn off my reading light and music and walked down stairs what I got down there it was only Lauren in the living room and bella and esme are in the kitchen. I walk to the kitchen but roll my eyes as I feel Lauren slowly follow me. I smiled widely as I seen Esme put a plate of food in front of me.
"Sie sind eine perfekte Mutter, im Tal, ich werde dir meine Chance zu haben.(You are a perfect mother, im glade I get to have you as my chance to have one.)" I whisper out as i start digging in. After I finished I washed my plate then walked to the living room and see jasper and alice. I got happy seeing her, she is like the little sister i never wanted but still love. They both started laughing when I shifted and just laid on them Esme came in.
"Alex off the couch! I already vacuumed it 3 times today." I huff as i roll off the couch and land on the floor with a thud. That caused Rosalie to be in the living room quickly with a worried expression. I get up quickly shifting and tackled her to the ground as I press against her. She leans to my ear a whispers lowly for only me to hear.
"Come to the room and we can have fun and you can feed me before you leave me. Please?" She tugs at my ear I feel my little guy start to harden. I nod quickly as I stand up off her and pull her with me then rush to our room.
The next morning I dragged my feet i know I agreed but i forgot I was going to have to leave my mate for the week. I looked at her naked sleeping form. I smiled and kissed her lightly as i get up take a shower and get dressed. I really wish they had this female vampires sent so i could just go hunt the bitch my self. 'Alex the anger rolling in you is toasting my ass. Mind calming it down its still to early.' He mumbles out i roll my eyes as I walk down stairs and see most the cullens down there talking. I sit on the arm of the couch.
"So whats the plan?"
"Alice, you, Bella, and me are going to Ohio." I looked at them weird but nod.
"The rest of the family will be searching for Victoria while we lay low there." Alice says and I huff but nod anyways.
"Alex, we are going to need you on high alert. I was reading her mind she will do anything to get to bella. Alice will keep tabs if she changes decisions. Other then that you guys just have to stay on bella and let us get to her." As he finishes i hear the stairs creak and i see my mate walking down. I smile seeing her still half asleep and comes straight to my lap and sits in front of me.
"What about the pack?"I ask as i look back at them.
"We wanted one of them to go with you but the rest will be on the hunt with us." Carlisle speaks.
"Rishima. I want her to go with me."
"Bella should be here in an hour." With that comment we all started getting ready.
Once she was here and all the bags were in the car and everyone was ready to get in I kissed rose and left a lingering kiss.
"I love you Rose please be safe." I whisper as i look her in the eyes.
"I love you too Alex. I will and promise me you wont do anything stupid." I smile.
"I will try not to babygirl." And with that we all were getting in the car and on our way out. It was going to be weird with out rose.
We drove all the way to ashland ohio. When we got into Ohio it was pouring hard and it was freezing cold. Once out of the car I just took the biggest breath. About halfway through I had to start holding my breath because of Bella. I still dont trust myself and at those moments she started smelling really nice. When i finally opened my eyes im hit with the veiw we are on a hill and you can see a small town in a valley then I turn and get hit with the veiw of the house.