Loving The Goddess

Chapter 72.

After I finished telling them what happen Eli and Silas came in and layed down close to me and Carlisle looks to esme as do most the vampires in the house.

"Esme, love are you okay?" He ask as she stares blankly at the floor

"Mom, im sorry." I whisper and she shakes her head.

"You- how- I need to leave. Im sorry." She stutters out then quickly run out the house.

"I will keep an eye on her as you guys talk." Emilio says as he shifts, once carlisle nods and whispers a thank you, then he takes off out the house after esme, once he is out carlisle looks to me

"That has to be mind control, its the only thing that would make sense." He says.

"What ever it is came in handy when we were mateless and when we drank and smoked a lot more." Evelyn laughs and I face palm knowing I was going to hear it from rose later that I use to smoke.

"I dont care what it was she fucking smashed me into the ground!" Emmett growls and steps to me and that instantly made the pack growl lowly as Eli and Silas stand up and show there teeth in warning. Then I see rose raise her hand and the pack calms down and the boys sit but dont look away.

"I'm sorry, I really am I was not fully me I was in feeding mode." I say and he still glares at me.

"Carlisle, she stopped feeding before she killed him." Edward speaks and I take a breath.

"Thats the second time I was able too." I say and all frown.

"What do you mean." Pixie asks.

"The day I ran into one of the demons and ruined my bike, well I took serious damage and I needed to heal so when I lead them away I lost them in a city, and in there I needed to feed so I found a girl as I feed off her. Samael had to stop me that time cause I almost killed her but I still stopped." I explain and most looked stunned and others looked confused.

"Alex do you have control of your thirst?" Carlisle ask finnally after a second and I take a deep breath.

"Truthfully, no I dont when im in school all I feel it the burn to their blood." I say quietly and I see rose and alice face go from confused to worried, and Carlisle nods as he runs off then come back a second later holding something behind his back.

"Bella walk with me." Jasper says and they both leave and I frown, then it hits me as the blood smell rushes through my system. I know my eyes turned as the burn comes stronger i take one deep breath before I hold it.

"Alex you need to breath for this." He says and I shake my head the he looks to Rose. "I need her to breath the blood in, do something to get her to take breathes." He says to her and I frown more as rose whispers in Alice ear, then they both walk up to me.

"Eli, Silas I need you in front of carlisle in case she gets out our grip." Rose says and they nod and walk in fornt of Carlisle and sits in front of him. Both then stand on both sides of me and grab my arm, then rose puts her other hand to my chin and makes me look at her as she kisses me and I instantly respond. As we are kissing i start feeling alice kiss my neck and i gasp in the kiss when she sraps we teeth against my shoulder. That gasp was enough for me to almost taste the blood, as i snapped back to the blood locking eyes with the hand Carlisle is now holding infront of him. But then a hand went above my dick almost palming me, I close my eyes as i fall into the feeling of their hand there.

"Is it sad that this is hot to watch?" I hear Evelyn say followed by a slap sound.

"That's good enough." Carlisle says as he steps to me with the bag of blood. My eyes snap open as they both stop but dont at the same time. "Alex you are a strange creature to figure out." He says as he moves the bag and my eyes follow. "You have the thirst of a vampire maybe worse but so much control it's unreal." He says and this makes me look to him like his crazy.