Its been 3 week that i have been hanging around the cullens, they all have been some what okay well besides only one person i have a somewhat hard time with is Edward. His mate Bella is Okay but i keep losing my control. Rosalie has been trying to help me, even Carlisle said he would help me by putting me through test. Its weird and kinda really hard to have people like this. Even to be around then this much i will still flich if someone moves to fast, Samael and Akela have been tring to help me stay calm and tell me it will get easier. Akela keeps telling me to just cling to rose when it happens it should help, but as I see it she will start to ask whats wrong more then she is now. Samael well hes been on the grow. Some balls. Its weird even Jasper looks at me like hes try to understand whats going with me everytime hes around me. Today I am letting Carlisle test to see how I react to certian things. I am actually interested how I will react or if I can keep control ive never learned control or really had to till now. So as of right now im in the woods walking to the cullens house. I originally was gonna spread my wings to get there but I was scared to let them see them. Plus the abondon shed I sleep in is only 30 minutes from there house and also gives me a few minutes to think. Standing a few meters from the house I take a deep breathe and walk to the door knowing that as soon as I get to the front someone would of sensed me at the front step. Oh yeah we found out im not able to be sensed in less im so far from them even then its a haze, Rose is really the only one that can sense me easily. Anyways walking into the house was okay, I only flinched when Esme went to wrap her arm around me by going over my head. I think she noticed cause she slowed down her movement. Jasper I indeed know he noticed cause i seen him turn his head a little to me. But besides that I walked to rose taking her hand and going to Carlisle Office. Once there I turned to her pulling her into a kiss, smiling into it when I felt her immediately wrapped her arms around me pulling me closer. Thats was in till we heard somone clear their throat, freezing in place knowing i turned a dark shade of red as i slowly turned around. Rose just laughed at my awkwardness while relaxing her arms around my stomache making me relax into her. "Umm... What are we doing today doc?" I asked still a little red as I look at the ground. 'Pussy.' I growled out loud not noticing I did in till i felt rose tighten her arms around me. "Im sorry that growl was not for you guys it was for samael." I seen Carlisle give me a confused look. 'Ha he proably thinks your crazy!" 'Shit we kinda are that many years there has to be something loose here if not I got the wrench' I growled again. "I-I can talk to my demon and my wolf its common for higher up demons and werewolfs in general to be able to speak to there other halfs." I blush sheepishly "That's intresting. Your species is not really heard of so im sorry if I start to ask a lot of questions, I have always been curious to what else exist beyond us." He say with a soft smile. "Your okay im actually still learning new thing about me I never got to know what I could do in till recently.." I drift off a little at the end remembering thoughts of being tied up and with over a thousand or more cuts, till i was almost drained of blood. Or being locked in a water tank for a year straight having to drown over and over for a year... I shake my head trying to push the memories away. "Can we start the test if you don't mind." I whispered "Oh of course so we are going to try and do 5 test today if we can. We will fist start with how long you can control your self around blood in till your about to lose it then I need you to make a safe word. 'Ha slippery' 'you kidding me wet'after that we are going see about that thing where you dim Jasper burning when your locked onto bella I wanna see if its just over human blood and or if it just your prey or not that makes us do that. Next would be strength and speed, ive noticed your a lot more stronger and faster then us but i am intrested in how much more. Then we go back to control again. Is this okay?" 'test our control I hope he knows how to calm us..' 'Samael are you stupid?' 'What the fuck why you gotta pick on my brain cells what am I missing mister fucking know it all?' 'Doofus he has our mate here hes been paying attention these last few weeks with us that or he is taking a risky guess.'Can you guys argue somewhere else??? "Um. Sound okay doc lets start this and the quicker this goes the better and I guess my word to stop would be slip." 'Ha i know her better' "Okay im going to put blood on a piece of paper, remember say your word when your about to lose control. Lets begin." Rose let go of me and steps back. I take a breath in as i try to focus on staying calm. That was till i hear the pop to the tube and the blood hit the air i felt my mouth go watery. Trying to take small breaths to keep cool. I started to feel my feet start to move on there own that is in till i grabbed the counter to stop myself. That lasted a couple seconds till i snapped the apart because i was holding on to to hard. That's when i felt my self losing it I knew I had to say the word but i was being stubborn i wanted to show I was stronger then that. Boy was that a big mistake. Cause not even a second later i lost it and I seen everything in slow motion, while my body had its own control. I went taking off towards the piece of paper that had the blood. Once I was inches away from it Carlisle push me away from him, trying to give him time to burn the paper. That was his worst decision he could of made cause i was up a second later spreading my wings out and going after him. The shock would of been priceless would we not of been in this situation. I grabbed him by his throat slamming him into the cupboard then doing a very low intimidating growl at him, as my full black wings with a little red going through the feathers spread fully out. I seen him put his hand up one to the audience we grew and also to me and to let me see him throw the paper. Letting go of him but when i came face and face with the paper i also came face to face with my smirking mate holding it. I could feel my beast twitch, i quickly picked her up by the neck slaming her against the window and growling out as i leaned in. I was a little scared what would happen but i wasnt fully scared cause I know samael wouldnt let anything happen to her. With that thought I felt my lips softly put against her neck while gently biting her, making her drop the paper. Which rudly enough my beast dropped rose to go after the paper. Even after getting the blood i couldn't get control back thats what started to worry me. It even felt like someone was trying to help me calm me down, but sadly other people's gifts dont fully work on me. With Samael feeling someone trying to use there gift on him made him very defensive, like ready to kill defensive. Thats in till i felt my mate wrap her arms around me putting her face in my neck whispering. "Its going to be okay... Im so sorry babygirl." She kissed my neck, thats when I felt a sharp pain then everything started to look like a fuze then went black.
Waking up was one of the worst but best things, worst well because I had a pounding headache and it felt like I got a dose of sedation to put out a T-rex. In other words i felt really really drowsy and nusues. But on the bright side i was surrounded by roses smell. I slowly opped my eyes and i regreted cause my world started spinning. Groaning and turning over only to hear foot steps coming through the door immediately sitting up to seen Carlisle and Rose walk in. I notice Carlisle slow hes pace to my quick movement. "I-Im okay I-I am in control..." I whisper out cause my throat is the Sahara Desert. I see Rose quickly disappear and reappear with water in hand, smiling and chugging it. I clear my throat then ask the most question going through my brain. "What happen..?" "I sudated you, I didnt quiet know how much to use so i do the safest but strongest dose i could think to use." I nodded understanding then my brain being still have dead cause of how still out of it. "Why not just snap my neck? Or rip my heart out granted that really only stuns me but thats enough to stop me and get close enough to snap my neck." I asked. Seeing the confused yet nevouse look i realised I never told them anything that I know about me kind. I sighed "I think its time for me to awnser and tell you guys a little bit about me.." I softly whispered. After we goathered everyone we are all sitting in the living room. Im getting ready for all the questions. Once I noticed eveyine here abd looking at me I took a deep breathe "I know you all have your question you would like to ask me and i would be glad to awnser them." Taking another deep breath 'for the but cause your being dramatic about this.' Rolling my eyes "but i will only be awnsering questions about my kind. No personal stuff please. With this said you guys may pile on." Jasper was tge first to step up "Do you have any gifts?" 'Thats whats important to him? Shit id ask if you play to kill us any time soon' 'Samael comments if they could hear you I swear they would be asking that shit. I still wonder if you can stranggle me in my sleep' I smirked "Um im not that I know of, Demons are not known for having gifts. Then again in notlike a normal demon so honestly im not quiet sure." He nodded then sat back down. Carlisle stood next. "You asked in Rosalie's room why didnt we rip out your heart and snap your neck. Can you not die?" 'See the doc ask some of the right questions.' 'Samael...' ' i know. i know we all are not psycho like me.' I coughed/chocked when he said the last part. "Oh. Yeah. When i said im not like normal demons this is why... I can not die well from what I experianced nothing has been able to kill me. But I can be badly damaged." I blush at the end cause of all there faces. "You experience that is that why you have so much hate, anger, sadness, and fear?" I cocked my head to him. "What?" "Im and empath and your emotions have been strange never the same but all hold a lot of hate and fear." 'Alex deep breaths i can feel you starting to want to shift....' I lowly growled. I felt rose try to grab my hand but I stood up quickly and far enough away. I shook my head. "I-I need to go eat before i do anything rash." With that semaid I shifted even being in the house and took off running in the woods. 'I knew i felt someone using a gift who knows what other gifts the have! I bet That's why he asked!' 'Samael you not helping our fucking anger!' 'I .Don't. Give. A. Fuck. Who knows what else there hiding!!' What about what the fuck we are hiding! I snarled feeling all the anger all of us are putting out. 'Can we all just step back eat and have tine to calm down please... This anger is not helping anyone.' 'Fine..' Fine. With that we took off finding ourselfs a 12point buck that was roughly 250 pounds. With that we spend and hour not wasting anything. After we where a little more calm and full we started to walk mindlessly through the forest thinking of how so much happen so quickly. "I should go back rose must be going crazy." 'Thats the best thing we all need her.' 'I know my 2 cents dont matter but id like to be in her arms right about now.' To our mate we go. Getting to the Cullen house i hear 3 heartbeats inside along with this faul smell. 'Guys i think we should come back later..' I shake our head and slowly stray to walk. 'What she's not trying to say is stop being a bitch. We are going to our mate no if and or buts.' Getting closer I heard the the front door open and came out was 3 bulky men or boys its onr of the 2. The one growled at me. Wait wtf? "Stop, Sam she part of our family you are on our lands dont do anything to put you in danger." Wait is said im apart of his family wait wtf? 'Alex get ready to defend.' "I get hurt you must be forgetting i have more people and your little shifter is nothing on us werewolfs." The one toned man growled out and that made me cock my head at him. Is he serious! I showed my teeth and low growled at him when I noticed he was getting a little close to rose who was standing behind Carlisle. With my growl i caught all 3 shifters attention. "Sam I wouldn't honestly this might be the worst thought you have had. She's not what you think she is." Edward? Commented "Stay out my head you blood sucker." He growled theb stomped towards me "and you have to be thought where you stand at." And with that i seen him shift in to a wolf that ungodly huge for no fucking reason, i mean not that much taller he stood a grand 6'1 maybe 2 when he stands straight up. He snaped his teeth at me warning me that if I don't submit we would fight so to save him time I straight lunged at him. Getting my jaws to lock on to his shoulder blade, while he shook his body trying to get a hold of me but I was to locked on for him to get me. I could hear people trying to keep rose from trying to help me and thats what messed me up cause i heard a snarl by her so I let go of the black wolf to see if my mate was okay. Leading to the black wolf sinking his teeth in my back making me growl in pain. But num nuts let go to try and get my neck witch in the end gave me a chance to spin and clap on his neck. I felt him whimper and start to claw at me cause he knew i had the fatal blow. After i started closing my jaw more I seen him give up and submitted but dropping his head and giving his neck fully to me. After that I completely dropped him and howled to my victory. The barked at him and his shifter friends to get off my land and boy did they all take off with out a second thought.
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I thought I was perfectly fine till i heard 'alex w-we are bleeding pretty bad..' 'Alex! This is going to scare rose a lot..we are defently going down..' With that I heard a someone Scream my name the I felt my legs Collapse then everything was black. This fucking day and all the shit that had happened....
