Loving The Goddess

Chapter 43.

"You are so beautiful." A women whispers.

"Whos there." I say and my voice echo's. Then her sent hits me. "Mom?" I choke out.

"Hey Babygirl." I turn and see her standing in front of me and my vision goes blurry from my tears. "Hey its okay." Her arms wrap around me as her warmth surrounds me along with her sent as I cry harder and I hold her tightly. I stayed like that for what felt like hours till i heard.

"Come on alex its time to wake up." It ecohed from what sounds like far away. She pulls away as i look it to her beautiful violet eyes.

"Babygirl I want you to know its not your fault, please do not blame your self for my death i made knew the risk and i would do all again to let you live tell my grand babies i love them and tell my daughter in law that I love her. I love you Alexandria." She whispers as she kisses my forehead.

"I love you too mom." I sniffle out.

"Go back to them babygirl you dont belong here anymore." She whisper and she lets go I look at her one last time. Before I shut my eyes, when i reopen them I got blinded by a light.

"Alex can you follow the light?" I hear carlise speak as the light starts moving, I follow as much as I can till i move to get it out of my eyes. "I going to sit you up. I beed you to slowly help you so i dont hurt you. The poison is not out of the wound and I dont wanna grab that side." He says and I slowly lean up and I feel him help as i sit up and wince a little to the pain but once up my breathing got a little tight then I started coughing hard. Once I calmed down I look around and see rose with black eyes as she holding alice as she sits in her lap with Jasper sitting next to them and Lauren is sitting on the arm of the chair and her eyes are her dark angels eyes, I look to Carlisle and see him frowning and with dark gold eyes like jasper and alice.

"I long have i been down?" I crack out as I take a deep breath.

"You were dead for an hour and asleep state for a while it 10pm right now." He says as he looks at something with worry causing me to look to my chest and see the spot I was stabbed had black veins going through my chest, take another deep breath I touch the spot. "What is it?"

"Any poison mixed with every vemon know to us." I speak as look at the cut. "The blade he used what we call a splinter knife it's usually dipped in hellhound poison and used to tourture the souls cause it keeps the poison in them longer case little bits stick in the cut and you can't heal it for a few hours." I say as I look to the cut and huff as look to rose she was quick to push alice off and come to my side causing her to calm down as I leaned on her as I feel the poison making me tired.

"I just wanna cuddle and sleep." I whisper.

"Do you want me to carry you?" I nod yes and she slowly picks me up the carries me out to the room where all the boys as sleeping making me smile, she softly lays me so my bad side will be by her and the boys lay behind me it didn't take me long to fall asleep when rose lays next to me.

When i woke up I was in between roses legs and the boys are gone while jax layed in his playpen. Look up and see her looking at me I smile softly causing her to smile back as she runs her hand through my hair and i relax. "M-ma-mama" is all we hear in slience making me open my eyes and look to rose expecting her to be laughing but her eyes are wide as she looks towards Jax. "Mama" I hear again making me look at him and see him standing as he looks at us. I smile widely as he puts his hands up. "Ahh. Ahh mama gooooo." He screams as he looks to rose which she picks him up and kisses him.

"You are to smart and im so proud you said me first." She smiled widely and I rolled my wyes as I go to sit up but groan. "Handsome let me help." I huff but nod as she helps me sit up. Once up I pull up my shirt and look at the spot and see it completely black, the feeling in my arm is week and I know my grip will be to. I take a breath as I pull my shirt down and tun to rose and jax.

"Hey little man." I say and his face lights up to my voice making me smile. He starts scooting away and tried to get off the bed but when rose stopped him he started whining softly but when he noticed she was putting him on the floor he clapped his hands. Once his feet hit the floor he took off the his toys as he squeals.

"Can I clean it for you?" Rose ask after a while of us relaxing as we watch jax play. I nod and she gets up and disappers for a moment till she came back with the stuff to clean and wrap it, she sits in front of me and starts taking my shirt off I hissed when I tried to pick up my arm so she ended up just ripping the shirt off the rest of the way. I look over to jax and see him staring at us so i smile at him and ingnore the stinging in my arm he goes back to playing so i look down and see the black veins are going through my collor bone and was in my ribcage and looks like itgoes to my back a little. Rose had worry in her eyes but ahe started cleaning it I stared at jax as i ignore the sting going through it where ever she touches. She did take the tweezers and got the rest of the splinters out it helped when she put her hand to my skin as her shocks and cool skin help with some if the pain but after she got them out I could feel it was not as strong anymore making me take a deep breath, once i was bandaged up she got up and helped me up as we lace hands and walk towards jax and the door she picked him up then we headed downstairs. Alice was quick to take him from us the moment we got down stairs. I looked around looking for the boys.

"They went with Esme and Katherine to the store." Alice says as she walks to the couch I nod as I pulled rose to the other couch rose was quick to beat me as she sat down before me so I was sitting in front of her I huffed but leaned into her as she wrapped her arms around me. it was relaxing it was only us in the living room the rest of the family was in the house but most were in their rooms.

"I hate you!" we herd yell I went to get up with m y alpha instincts kick in but rose stopped me.

"handsome I know its I n you but you need to rest let them work it out and if it gets bad I have it I have the pack today." she whispers as she holds me to her. I growl softly but submit to her causing Alice to laugh and mumble.

"i see the big bad wolf does bow to her mate." i roll my eyes but pur to rose when she kissed my neck. i tense as i hear the growl rip through the house but rose kissed again making me the calm. that's when a pissed off Emilio walked down the stairs and out the house Tyler and Lukas came running down after him but when the door slammed Tyler put his head in his hands as he shakes his head.

"Tyler what's your problem he's your fucking mate why fight it all cause you don't feel the pull yet doesn't mean he's not your mate you will feel it soon just accept him stop hurting him." Lukas growled at his brother as he shoved him that made Rishima come all the way down stairs as she steps in the middle of the two.

"I don't know what happen but Tyler he is right i know you feel some what of the pull you might not feel the full bond but i know you feel somethings, and Lukas this doesn't give you a reason to put your hands on him." she said as she stood between then. Tyler looked down in more guilt as Lukas looked at the ground knowing he was in the wrong, during all the rose was holing my waist keeping me sitting and not getting up trying to show me not all moments need me to rush in alpha mode. After a moment I seen rishima tense in the middle and I listened and heard why Emilio was back and by his run you could still hear the anger. He came in the doggy dog as he looked dead at tyler as he growled. Lukas stepped in the veiw that made tyler growl but no move.

"Emilio dont be mad at him he is stupid. Just give him time I hate seeing you hurt but just a couple more days." Lukas says trying to save his bestfriend and his brother from getting destroyed by each other. Emilio nodded and tyrned seeeing me and rose he bowed as he walked over to I us i pat the couch and he gets up and curls to me getting comfort from rose and me.