Loving The Goddess

Chapter 92.

"Alex, come on you little shit." I hear someone say as once again I feel them push me. Yes I know normally people would wake up but not at this moment, I was in a really good sleep and I was comfortable.

"Leave me alone." I mumble as I push more in the bed away from them and mor comfortable.

"No we have school, dont make me fly us to the sky and just drop you." Her voice shows shes not lying and I roll my eyes as I open my eyes and look to Lauren and just glare at her, instantly making her roll her eyes and lets a breath out as she sits next to me. "Can we actually talk?" She says and I look to the clock reading 10 am.

"We dont have school do we?" I ask and sit up not caring I didnt have a sprots bra on or a shirt I was just in boxers.

"No Carlisle called you off after you didnt wake up to anything, and I just left cause well thats why I need to talk to you." She says as she blushes making me raise my eye brows to her reaction. 'Alex dont ask just go get dressed if rose walks in and sees this god she is going to kill us thinking the wrong thing.' He warns and I roll my eyes as I get up and still say it as I go and get on a sprots bra.

"Why acted so shy you seen me like this before its not new." I say after I am dressed well besides pants I forgot I need pants, I listen as she talks as I go to the closet.

"Yeah but almost naked with you awake-" she stops and I walk out raising both eye brows and she groans.

"That is a fucked up way to put out you stalk me." I comment as I smile and she just falls back on the bed.

"I hate you, but seriously its been so long that ive seen you waking up hating me." She says and smiles making me laugh as I sit on the edge of the bed and study her as she looks to the ceiling.

"Never hated you Lo, but whats on you mind your face is doing that thing." I say and she looks to me and in her eyes I see confusion and saddness going through her eyes, but she gives me a smile still.

"Its called emotions you dick, but alex I can't have kids." She says and I see tears start to build up in her eyes as she sits up and put her head in her hands "I just got the test back I had Carlisle do and-" she stops as her breathing goes uneven and I slowly go behind her as I hug her and she starts crying.

"Lo it will be okay maybe I can do something?" I say and she shakes her head.

"Aly you dont have that kind of power, you can't fix my body." She whispers and her body shakes letting me know she is silently crying.

"What did Carlisle say?" I say as I rub her arms before scooting back a little on the bed then turning her towards me and I see the tears rolling down her face.

"He said im not producing any eggs and if I was luck to have one that my womb is to damaged that it would not carry the child if I could, it is torn to badly." She says and lays down in my lap as she just closes her eyes and breaths I look towards the door as my brain thinks on over drive. "Aly you knew how much I wanted to have my own kid that was always my dream." She says and I look back down to here.

"And you will be a mother we can find something, Carlisle has to know more plus we have gifts shit even witches. Wait where is the family?" I ask and she smiles softly.

"They are out back with Esme, Carlisle, Jax, Bash and Bobo to give me time to talk to you, Carlisle recommended it." She says. "But we could but that doesnt mean we could get lucky but if you find something you can let me know and I will be willing to try just dont try the shit that can kill me." She says and looks to me with a smirk making me laugh.

"Can't promise but I will talk around, but go get Emmett you need him more then me." I say and she rolls her eyes as she gets up and turns to me and hugs me.