Loving The Goddess

Chapter 21.

It been a month since i broke down. It hsd been okay, ive gotten better and everyone learned why I dont use my demon side much, why I favor my wolf side. Lauren has made it her mission to show me my demon side is not bad she knows she is one of few people who can help cause she actually favorites her demon side more, well she is a dark angel but she still understands. But its nearing the end of November and snow is starting to fall. I was exicted as a kid to see snow. We had this last period of school then we get to go home and honestly I was bouncing up and down.
Once that bell went off I was out the door and practically jumping up and down as everyone exites the school I seen rose start laugh at my child moment. When we got to the house, I shifted half way out the car as I just slid into the snow everyone just watched with an amused smiles. Arlo was quick to shift and start playing in the snow with me. I grabbed a to mouth full of snow and took off as if I stole something but what took me by suprise is when i felt arms warp around me and pick me up. The spraks told me who it was i quickly shifted and tuned in her hold as I wrap my arm around her smiling widely. I heard everyone laughing as they all just mess around in the snow. I smirked at her as I trip her enough to make her lose her balance she grabbed me making me slip over her. She was try so hard not to smile and to give me a mad glare but her glare didnt last long before she just started laughing along with me.
I went to lean in and softly kiss her but before I could even think I felt a body collide with me sending me flying off her. I took a deep breath as I look up I see Lauren smirking at me. I flashed my demon eyes in return she flashed her dark angel eyes. I slowly approach her as she meets me half way as she crouches down.
"Are you sure you really wanna spar with me i promise im not holding back on you." I rasie my eyebrow at her.
"Wouldn't dream of you holding back king." She smirked as she said it. I lowly growled at the comment as I crouch down. "Remember the rules or is having a mate made you forget the basic rules if being a true king." I knew what she was doing.
"Going to have to hit harder for that to work runt." I growled.
"My pleasure but remember you asked for me to say this." She pauses as she looks to Emmett then rose. And i knew what was happening but before i could even fully register that she was going to say it. It was already coming out. "Remember back in your cell the day your father had the audience to watch him torture you. God did seeing that put excitement in my eyes your screams where enough to make a girl wet to all the pain going through you, you were a display that every female there wanted a peice of. You know your dick was the talk for a year. You were vulnerable so easy to take advantage of. Your father even had people begging to let him let them take advantage of you. God was that hot the guards who mouth fucked you even told your father to do it. He almost did but then said you would get to much pleasure so he turned it down but that was such a disappointment you were tanted from the start Alexandria. Your father was right you bring nothing but pain its just in you, you love it more then that pethetic thing you call a mate. Your a monster Alexandria. A freak. Worthless. You are what no one wants its all just fake its for your power." I heard a roar rip through the air and i knew it was evelyn. But before Evelyn could even do anything i was already going after her. She blocked most of my punches. I faked a punch just to swipe her legs out from under her but she wasnt down for long she was back up and had my throat. I took deep breathes as i stare at her.
"Do it" i growled out. But she hesitated for a second and that all I needed and i had her under me face smashed into the ground. She started laughing.
"Look at you. Bring him out you coward. Your a demon werewolf not just a wolf you can't just ignore it do it." She spit out. I knew she was trying to get me to let demon out it the side of Samuel that was not pretty. It was all the scary stories come from is when a demon lose their anger. I picked her up and slammed her down again but this time to face me as i tighten my grip on her neck as my wings spread out and I hiss threatening at her. She flinched but quickly recoved as she lowly hissed back. I smile darkly at her as I just let all ropes go. 'Sameul dont you dare lose control remember she just pissed at her and letting you free dont do it.' 'Akela shut up.' He lowly growls as I feel him take control. 'Just trust me im not stupid at everything.' I feel his power seep through as he takes the control im willing him its like I just walk in autopilot this is what some demons call the switch. Its pretty much a giving up switch. The dark laugh that left my lips made her eyes go wide in realization thats when she shoved me off and spead her wings and clash towards me. Everything felt in slow motion as we just laid into her, she got her fair hits but i just kept hitting till i got her gaurd down. Thats when she stumbled back and I just went for the kill shot. I full speed till i had her heart in my hand. She gasped and went wide eye.
"Well played.. Samael..." She gasped out before i ripped her heart out. He then just shoved me back in control but I could feel his anger boiling but he locked himself away. I droped her heart as i just took deep breathes. Getting shoved back into control is like getting smashed by a train. It winds you back in to next year. I heard yelling i knew it was Emmett going wild about his mate he was in attack mode and worried but jasper was pulsing a lot of calming waves his way. I could still see him shaking but he couldnt move. Everyone was just wide eye only Arlo and Evelyn where running to me as rose walked i can see her eyes racking me making sure i wasnt losing to much blood. The moment Evelyn got to me she was checking me over she even fully extented my wings to make sure they are not to hurt. I was just breathing heavy as she did her thing. After she seen i was okay.
"What the hell was that Alex!" She scrowled i felt Arlo hug me tightly then rose laced my hand with hers as she just searched all over me with her eyes.
"I-im sorry?" I stumble over myself. My mind was wander why it didnt go worse.
"Alex i-is she dead.. D-did you kill her." Lukas whisped out. No one in the pack beside Evelyn every seen me and Lauren get in a bad fight. Aslo they dont know the only way to kill her is the detach her heart and her head and with demon venom to fully kill her kind. Look at the family and see them all concerned or some were talking to Emmett to try and keep him calm.
"No shes not she will be down for a day or two but she is fine." I say out as I turn and turn rose with me as I walk torwads the house, and just went straught to mine and roses room. As soon as we got in there i let go of her hand as i just tore my shirt and walked to the bath room and stripped turning the shower to burning hot. I needed the blood off me is all I could think as i walked in the steaming hot shower. I just looked down as i watched the clear floor turn bloody and swirl down the drain. After 5 minutes and the water clears up I finally start washing my body. Then moved to my hair i went to put the conditioner in my hair. But the bottle was gone i went to turn and i felt sparks fly through me as she touches my arm. I went to turn to face me but she stops me.
"Let me help you." She whispers as i hear the bottle pop open then close then her hands go through my hair. I instantly relaxed into her touch as she massages the conditioner into my hair. After its in she just hold me in till she need to wash it out. After she is finished she kissed my neck and I finally was able to turn and look at her. I softly kiss her then just hug her and lay my head on her bear chest. As the hot water pours on us.
"Im sorry you had to see that." I break the silence as i whisper that.
"Do not apologize. You did noting wrong." She whispered back. I just took a deep breath as I press my naked body against hers.