Loving The Goddess

Chapter 55.

Im laying on the couch curled up to a sleeping jax as bobo lays on top of us. Carlisle, Esme, and Rose are out applying everyone that needs to in to school and the rest are out hunting as all the kids are with me. "Aunt Alex, can I go hang out with Jacob and his pack in the back?" Renesmee ask as she walks into the living room.

"Take Sage and Niles with you." I say.

"Okay, Sage! Niles! Come on we are going out back." She yells I hear a groan and a growl as they both walk down the stairs. I look and give sage a warning look and he bows and the all head out the back door and i lay back into Jaxon and drift to a light sleep.

I am woken to the front door opening and and bobo whimpering of happiness as he wiggles on top of me as rose's smell hits me. I hear her hit the wood as she walk to me I roll over and look to her as she knees next to me. "Hey handsome." She whisper.

"Hi beautiful." I whisper back and she leans in and captures my lips and I instantly kiss back as i bring my free hand to her cheek. When she pulls back the stakes off her heels.

"Scoot over my king." She says and I slowly bring him to my chest as i roll ovef and face her as she lays downs and lays her head on my chest and i wrap my arm around her as the other is around jax and on her belly as I rub it and close my eyes as I listen to jaxon and the baby's heart beat while surrounded but rose's sent sending me back into a sleep.

Dream.

"Alex." I open my eyes and see Evelyn smiling above me, I frown and look around and see Tyler, Lukas, Arlo, and Lauren standing behind her laughing at me on the ground. "Come on alpha dont be a bitch." She cracks as she smirks at me. I growl as I jump up and swing at her and she leans back. "So close but to slow, is you fucking Lauren making you a little slow today?" I growl as I step towards her. I go to swing again and lauren grabs me.

"Shh, hey calm she whispers in my hear making me glare at Evelyn ready to kill her I wiggle in laurens hold trying to get free. "If you go to attack you will be on no sex for a month." 'still attack.' I smirk as i break from her grip but stop mid swing a sent crosses my nose making me look in every direction as I look around for her. Everyone that was there a second ago disappears as the sent lingers through the wood i go to run towards it but fall I get up and realise im in wolf form. I shake my head as I smell the sent and start going after it. Hum are starting to be heard as the smell gets closer but then his sent hits making me freeze as I let out a growl. "Alexandria please come sit with us." I slowly approach as I see my father and mother sitting by a creek. My tail wags seeing my mother as I just look to her. "Come here babygirl." She says and I walk to her as I roll on my side as I press to her and she rubs my belly. "Lu I believe you have something you ahbe to say to your daughter?" My mother says making me roll over as I look to my father and lowly growl.

"Alexandria, im sorry I took my pain out on you blaming me. I know its a little to late to realise but I hope one day you will forgive me. Im even sorry I sent someone to hurt you from the dead." He says and i stand up as I show my teeth at him as I snap im jaws as I stand in a fighting stance.

"Alexandria." My mothers voice rang though my ears but I couldnt lesen as I seen red as I look at my father. "Alexandria, babygirl its time you leave. You are not in the right state of mind to be here now." She says as she runs her hands through my fur. I whimper as I nod. "I love you baby girl." She whispers as she kisses my head and I close my eyes as I fade.

End of dream.

I wake I'll and im instantly hit with the smell of food making. I sit up slowly seeing rose and jaxon are gone I look to the kitchen and see esme looking throught the fridge. I quickly get up and to to her and hug her tightly "alex is everything okay" she asks as she hold me back and I shake my head still feeling my rage from the dream or what every the fuck that was. "Do you want me to get rose?" I just hold her as I smell her sent its close to my mothers but she has a sweeter scent. His words and how his eyes show so different meaning I just wanna tear his sorry ass part again. 'I do agree.' 'Me too alex but you need to calm down.' I take a deep breath. I know. I mumbles as I try to not think of it. "Hey can you ask rose if she can head here quickly?" I hear Esme ask someone on the phone.

"She said she on her way." Jasper speaks.

"Thank you, and you guys be safe." She says as she rubs my back.

"We will, we will also be home around 9pm."

"Okay tell and tell carlisle the Roman coven called and wanna speak to him when he is free."

"Will do we gotta go now eli and the pack is attacking something." With that the line went dead. I pulled away and looked at her.

"Where are the kids." I say as my voice shakes.

"With them but carlisle is staying with them." She say and I nod as I hug her again and breath.

A few moment go by before the back door flys open and I feew he arms wrap arond me from behind, I let go of esme as I turn in her arms and hold her tightly. "What happen?" She whispers and I just shake my head and hurry my head in her neck.

"She was sleeping and I was cooking I heard her growl a couple time then next thing I know shes holding me as she shakes softly." Esme say after a few second pass of me not say anything.

"Come with me upstairs?" She whispers in my ear as she rubs my back and I nod softly, stepping back as I take her hand and she leads us upstairs. Once in our room she turns to me and searches my face. "Baby what did you dream of?" She softly whispers.

"My monther and father." Was all i say and she takes me in a hug.

"Do you wanna talk about it?" She askes.

"Not yet im still feel the rage." I say and she nods as she kisses my neck.

"Will you join me in the shower." I nod yes and she smile and leads the way and I follow her to the shower.