Loving The Goddess

Chapter 66.

I open my eyes and I see my self with deep red eyes with a blank stare in my eyes. "What is going one?" I ask as i look around.

"Hello Alex, welcome to limbo my name is Raven. I am a Phoenix that you took my flames when I pasted cause you are the only creature that can hold it,  that is not a Phoenix." She says as she stands next to me.

"What is going on?" I ask.

"Well that is you in your world. Your inner beast has control while your soul and well all of you are here.

"Wait Samael and Akela" I say out. 'You are still stuck with us here too.' He says as he yawn and Akela rolls his eyes. 'We will be back to our body soon.' He says and i nod as I look to raven. "Why did I get your flames?" I ask.

"Cause there is a total of 3 Phoenix's and only 1 is alive and two flames have been given away to people who could be strongest to hold it, there is you and I think one of your children if im right have the other one. But why we pass it on is to let the flame keep on living for when a Phoenix dies out." She says as she look back to me in the my world.

"How am I the strongest to hold it." I ask.

"Our flames are to powerful for anyone to keep if they can't control it, it drives them insane intill they catch themselfs on fire. But you, you have the strength of a Phoenix to hold the flame. But everything in you is powerful you are a creature of power and I mean this in a good way." She says and I look to her.

"How does the flame choose someone? And is that what I did to the that demon that brought me here?" She looks to me and smile sadly.

"A flame chooses a baby that has power then it stays and by the time they are ten it will hit most the time depending on what creature it is in and there will determine if they can hold it. And what you did to that man was not flames in you, that was a gift of your own im not sure what it is but its a powerful one im sorry I dont have all the awnsers, I came to see you to speak with you and to let you understand some of you." She says.

"So what is the flame? And I thought Phoenix dont die they just get reborn or whatever." I look to her as I ask.

"That fire gift you have is the flame, but that fire can do more if you learn to use it, and some do but it depends on how we die, like me and the other one we died to the hand of a demon so it never gave us a chance to do it." She say as she smile sadly.

"Im sorry." I say as I frown and look to myself. "So in that world I am a monster right now." I say and just stare.

"Not a monster just a shell that will attack to stay safe till your soul returns." She say as she walk to me that is chained up. "You are never a monster, you know a lot of people here admire you for your strength. Even through the bad you never give up." She say as she looks at my shell of a self. "Your family too, we all talk about haw so many creatures who should hate eachother are working together and not just that you guys are a family its so mesmerizing how you are changing so many creatures minds on the veiw of life." She say this part as she really looks to me. I stood there shocked just staring at her.

"You dont think I am a horrible leader I mean I don't do anything?" I finally say and she laughs and shakes her head.

"A king never really does anything but call the orders you are doing a better job then anyone else could." She say and I nod as she looks back to my shell. I see rose walk up to me and I feel my heart flutter to her present as she walks up to me and puts a hand on my face.

'Handsome, I need you to come back to us, everyone is not the same with out you.' She whispers in my ear and I see a tear roll down her cheek.

"How long have I been here?" I whisper and look to her and she shrugs.

"Time moves slower in here, we are stuck in and internal time." She say as she frowns. I look back to rose as I walk behind her and hover my hand on her back as I feel terrible not being able to comfort her. "This is why people go insane here the first time if you really die you have moments where everything just jumps to good moments and it makes you realise how horrible this place is as people you care about move on and you have to watch and even children move on." She whispers as she shakes her head. "How could hell be worse." She mumbles as I raise my eyebrows and look to her shocked.

"It is atleast here its more a mental hurt, down there it is both and it never feels like its ending in till you are on the floor wishing you were here." I say and she looks to me and frowns.

"So the rumors about bits of your past are true." She says queit, it sounded like she was calling a wild animal as she tries not to scare it away. I close my eyes for a bref second as I take a breathe.

"Most may be true, I was locked up and tourtued by my father." I say as I look at myself then I feel my heart tighten and my breathing starts getting heavy. "What is happening?" I choke out. 'Alex relax it will be fine.'

"You body is calling for you its time to go back just close your eyes and think 9f your world and family and walk to your body." She says as she steps away. I take as much of a breathe as I can as I do what she said and I start walking to my body, it felt like i was getting ripped apart before every thing goes black again.