Loving The Goddess

Chapter 36.

Its been a little over a week since Jaxon has been born it has been great with him. He sleeps well and his growth doesnt seem to be quick but its only been a week and Carlisle wants to do weekly checks just to watch him and for rose her hunger has gone down, but for me something has been wrong with me for some reason I havent been able to eat and when I want to it is when I see the test tubes with blood or the blood bags that Carlisle keeps in his office, but nothing else has made me thirsty but I do feel my demon is getting weak and needs to feed, but ive closed my link to everyone as i try to hide it mostly cause I dont know how to bring it up.

I was woken up to Jax crying but rose was quick to him. I yawned as i turn and look at the clock seeing 5:43 causing me to groan as I stretch. Once i sit up and look at my loves I see rose is feeding him I lean over and kiss her shoulder blade then I turn and take a deep breath as I slowly get up and walk out the room to the boys room. "Come on my loves time to get up." Sage groans and slams the pillow over his head as Niles just stretches and makes a weird noise, making me smile and shake my head once Niles sits up I leave knowing he will get his brother up. As I walk downstairs amd pack their lunch as Esme cooks Breakfast.

Also ever since rose started showing and was getting close to her due date carlisle took us both out saying we are doing online for the last few months. At first it was just going to be Rose, but then they all really talked about it and thought about it and said it be safe to take me out too. At first I was a little disappointed being that it was my first year ever in school but that quickly passed. Currently ive been taking the boys to school and if Carlisle is working late I will pick them up other then that ive been with my little man and my love and alice cause she refuses to go to school yet, her excuse was there is only 5 weeks left in school and she doesnt need to be there its not like it is her first go around in school, also since it has been getting closer to the last day of school Edward has been getting mooder as Bella has been getting excited it is really strange but I havent asked anything on it, Edward has his happy moments when we discuss his and bellas wedding which is a week after the graduation, but anything else he is distant on.

I break out of thought to a loud snap behind me, causing me to turn and see Arlo staring at me. "Alex you okay you seem a little distant?" I clear my throat.

"Im good, just thinking is all." I say as I quickly look away.

"Lie, she needs to hunt." Rishima says as she walks in making me growl softly at her.

"Alex when have you last feed?" I turn and see Tyler looking at me worried.

"Um, it been a couple days." I say as I look down.

"Thats a lie also, its been about a week or a week and a half." I glared at rishima as she takes a sip of her coffee. "If you want I can tell your mate instead of these two and mama bear?" I growl and flash Akela eyes at her making her bow. 'Little one back down.' 'They are right you haven't been hunting in a while, what is going on?' I huff as i just ignore them and turn from Rishima but then im faced with a worried Esme, I just roll my eyes as I go back to my mate. She was just putting jax down i smiled as i wrapped my arms around her and kiss her neck. She quickly turns around with a smile on her face, I smiles and lean in and capture her lips. The kiss was slow and passionate, that was till the soft knock hit the door causing her to quickly pull away and go to the door.

"Hey baby boy." Rose says as Niles jumps in her arms and lays on her chest.

"Grandma said to tell Ma, we have to go or we are going to be late." Then he yawns. "Can't we just stay home today?" Rose laugh and kisses him.

"Its Friday after today you get two days off." She says as she hugs him. "But off you go Ma will be down in a second." He slowly nods as he slide off her the walks out the door. I was quick to her as I pick her up and lightly press her against the wall and kiss her deeply, then I pull away but not before softly pecking her.