Loving The Goddess

Chapter 40.

"Ma come on, get up, everyone is ready for the picnic!" Niles yells as he comes running in the room and jumps on me his brother isn't far behind with Alice. I groan as I sit up once I stretch out the boys run out but i could still sense Alice I just shake my head as I get up and start walking around looking for clothes. After a few moments of alice not saying anything I turn to her and she her frozen looking at me.

"Alice are you okay?" I ask she seems to snap out of it.

"Can I see your back again?" She whispers with uncertainty making me look at he werid but nod as i turn around. Once I turn around I hear her move, I jump when I feel her fingers touch something that felt like it was on fire making me tense a little but ignore it and we stand there for a good 20 minutes.

"Alice whats taking so long?" I hear rose ask but alice didnt reply I look over my shoulder and see her looking at the scars with an angry and hurt face. "Ali-" I hear my mate walk in and freezes, she walks to alice and pulls her away and alice instantly holds to rose making me trun and frown more but rose smiles lightly. "Go finish getting ready handsome, we will be downstairs." She says as she kissed my cheek softly and walks away with the face alice had making me so much more confused. So I go to the mirror and look at my scars but I see nothing wrong my tattoo was still there too I was honestly confused. I pulled out my wings and turned around and looked at my front part as my wings and demon eyes show. 'Dont look at us like that.' I just shake my head as I just look at my body and i just look at all the scars even the ones i am able to hide to anyone that is not part demon. 'Alex, breath and calm before you do something we don't know you could before.' I breath as I just turn from the mirror as i put my wings away but i can't get my eyes to go away till i calm down so I just grab my sun glasses as I dress in black pants and a pull over nike hoodie then my shoes, I put the glasses on as I walk down stairs. Right off the bat Lauren looks at me and flases her eyes in respect of her king, makeing me shake my head as and walk over to where everyone is.

"Alex, yes you are up okay everybody lets go." Esme says as she ushers us out the door. I see Katherine had Jax causing me to smile as i grabbed him and started walking out the door as I carried him everyone was a head on me as I softly ran mostly cooling off as i ran with Jax. It was strange having the bond with him or what ever it is cause it feel like a calm feeling he gives me kind of like rose does when I get to mad and she just smothers it. I huff as i look as jax and smile instantly as he smiles half way, I stop running but listen for the family as i look to jax. What if he grows up to hate me? 'Alex ive lived with you this long and i dont hate your annoying ass he will always love you, alex are you okay?' I dont know I feel off maybe im hungry I dont know ill be okay though. After I say it I close link and look to were the family went and ran straight to them once there i ran to where rose was sitting and sat next to her. She smiles as she kissed my cheek the grabbed jax.i shift once she has him and lays my head on her lap as she lays jax on the blanket with his toys.

Ater about an hour or relaxing the boy went hunting with Evelyn and Arlo. Me and rose have been laying under a tree relaxing with Jax but esme just took him cause she wanted to feed him a little human food. Rose sits up and tangles her finger through my fur. "Alex what were all those marks?" She whispers, I look up at her and tilt my head a little. "Thats why alice was so shocked you had a lot more scars some look like chain marks and i have never seen then." Rose frowed as she looked like she was trying to focus hard. I sit up and shift as lift my hoodie to explain but the moment i lifted I heard gasp and I seen the whole family looking at me and Lauren looked down mostly cause she know how I feel when people see scars I can make disappear almost demon can do it to look "normal" to people cause most have scars but non have got as bad as me so I can't hind my deep ones. Rose looks at me and frown as she studies me I ignore the family as I take off my hoodie then I take roses hand and put it to my skin.

"They have always been there love ive just hide them. I dont know why they are showing now but i promise im okay." I say as I pick her chin up so she looks at me. She looks between my eyes before she looks back at my stomache it like she is trying to remember every spot I have a scar when she looks back at me I see her eyes are a dark gold.

"Please dont hide your them?" She ask i frown a little as i take a breath.

"I won't anymore." I whisper as i rub her cheek then I lean my head against her making her shut her eyes as she relaxes.

"Alex take me somewhere." She whispers I look to esme who is holding Jax she looks to me and smiles and nod as alice whispers.

"I have the boys dont worry and here are the keys." I nod as catch the keys as i grab my shit then pick rose jumps in my arms with her legs around my waist as i spread my wings and i take off into the sky. While flying i couldn't help but relax to the feeling of the wind and then rose around me made me lightly pur.

I flew for a few hours till I seen the 'welcome to ohio'. I keep flying till i see the house, when i land rose stays curled to my chest as she purs making me smile as i open the house and take us inside. "We are here." I whisper and she looks from my chest and see were we are before she tucks her head in my neck.

"Movie?" She whispers causing me to laugh.

"We can but you made me come here just for a movie." She pulls away and i see her smiles and laughs.

"No handsome I didnt make you come here I said take me somewhere you picked here so now that we are, we can watch one" I smile back as I nod as i lean in she meets me half way as we capture eachothers kiss in a soft passionite kiss. "But you have to pick so i can take a quick shower." She smiles widely as she pushes out of my hold and takes off upstairs making me huff as i go look around for a bit before I go to the tv and start scrolling through it. 'Scary!' 'No come on I see alice and jasper talking about this romance one.' 'And this is why you dont get laid.' 'We all get laid when she does.' 'Okay bit still we could get laid tonight scary movie.' Samael you know she most likely won't get scared? 'I hate you both she would see were we are trying to go.' Me and Akela roll our eyes as i choose a action movie.

Once the shower turn off I started the movie knowing she be down quick, I was right but what she came down in made my eyes go wide as she smirks and lays down on me making me shiver a little as i rack her body. She was wearing a long t-shirt and underwear nothing else I couldn't help but gulp and try think of anything else but her body. 'Alex your gonna fail and im gonna laugh.' 'Im sorry Alex but he's right you can't help but get a boner just thinking of her underwear and she doesn't even have to wear them.' I huff as i quickly look away and to the movie.