Loving The Goddess

Chapter 44.

Every since them finding out Bella is pregnant Rose has stuck to her side, I would hang around but a little further away not trusting myself. You could see her body is weak naturally making my demon purrs to it but the urge to kill or eat her is still not there, also the shapeshifter boy has been around the house with his new pack mates which is just Leah and seth, and the Denali have been around since Tanya mate is Leah. We all are gathered in the living room as Cullen's and everyone tries to decided what to do to get Bella's body the nutrition it need. I blanket out most the conversation till rose came to in front of me and just looked at me that making me snap of my daydream as i see most the vampires leaving the room making me frown till i smell the blood bag making my mouth water. All i could do was watch Carlisle pour it in the cup i feel rose hands go up my shirt as she rubs my stomach and softly purs making me clam down as I watch it get passed to Bella. I wanted to lung for the cup but what rose was doing was soothing me, when Bella started drinking is when rose started pushing me out the room and I slowly let her as we exit the room and sat in the living room.

After a bit I couldn't take being in the house that I shifted and laid on the porch or went on patrol with the shapeshifters.

Days have gone by and i havent been able to stand being in the house rose has been bring me bags out so I could eat and also so she could feed, plus the poison in my body was almost out I had maybe a week longer.

I am currently following the family so they can hunt in case the shapeshifters try to attack them, it is currently almost everyone beside Jacob, Edward, Rose, Leah, Seth, Katherine, Arlo, Alice and the boys while everyone else is with us hunting. today felt off, the shifters didn't even follow us when we took off and I could smell them not far from us, we have been out hunting for about 2 hours in till Carlisle got a call.

"Edwa-"

"Bella is in labor. I don't know what to do it broke her back Carlisle I need you here." you could hear Bella yell as you hear rose yell no then the line went dead making me stiff as I think of my mate and kids in the house I start running back to the house, I heard the rest running behind me as I took off. Getting there I seen the shifters around everyone besides Edward, Katherine, the boys and Bella who are in the house, the shifters are attacking I push harder seeing the shifters had the uper hand. When I got to them I went straight for the shifter that hand seth on the ground I just ran straight in to him making him fly into the tree, i turned and lock straight on to Sam as I growl lowly and charge at him seeing the pack start attacking people. Sam was distracted with fighting Jacob so i took off to him once in lunge in range I did but I didnt get get his throat i caught his collar bone cause Jacob moved. This caused Sam to turn and catch the side of my face but let go as he whined to Jacob bitting his back leg and pulling on it. I took the shot and grabbed him by the neck i went to lock but the cry that hit the air made us all freeze the strong heart beat echoed in the house.

"She's so beautiful." I hear bella whisper as her heart struggles to beat then it stopped i see rose runs into the house, I froze as I thought of my mom I could smell her sent again as i just blank out.

"Alex move!" I heard emmett yells but it was to late as I felt sam grab my i whince in pain but broke out of my haze as I strated snapping any thing i could bite, i seen Jacob grab the side of his right shoulder and start shaking making him tighten his jaws. Sam dropped my body when Jacob went to bite again but this time he was aiming for the neck. I knew I had holes in my throat I could feel the blood starting to cake my fur, I get up as I look to sam, and quick walk at him I see the fear hit his eyes as I grab his throat and start shaking as i feel my teeth sink in his skin, he lets out a howl of pain then everything went silent as i felt the crack with my force. i dropped his body as i breath then the heavy howls hit the air of the lost of their alpha. the feeling of the pain from the poison and the holes in my throat i can feel how heavy my breathing i walk out of the family's view well more the boys view, walking to the edge of the house then laid down as i breath heavy. i had no strength in me to shift to human as i lay back. 'Alex don't you dare close your eyes' 'Little one shallow breaths and open your eyes.' I do as said, i could hear my name being called but it sounded far away but as i focused on staying awake. i seen Jacob run out the hose as he crying Seth and Leah ran to him trying to comfort him and the rest of the shifters stand by and look at their new leader. jasper came out the house i seen him sniff the air then look at me.