Loving The Goddess

Chapter 70.

As soon as we got home i quickly opened the door and headed to the wood. "Alex, Carlisle needs all of us." Rose calls after me but I ignore her as I keep walking. "Alexandria, don't you dare walk away ignoring me." She growls making me stop and look to her and frown and she glares back at me.

"I need to go for a second, I will be back." Is all I say before I pull my wings out and take off. 'Alex you don't leave like that after you almost blew up after that last comment.' He says and I scarf as I keep flying 'Samael?' 'Look if it was up to me I would of said murder the asshole, but we are not full demon here so honestly she left the best way she could.' He says almost grumbles and Akela growls. 'And you want me to let you make choices for a day when you can't even prove right now you will make the smartest choice?' He snaps out and Samael laughs 'I'd make her feel alive for once and not in chains still. Akela you are a wolf of loyalty and strictness. I am a demon of careless and wild. We dont care till we have to, why do you think a lot of demons don't go after the king or that on person rules us all? It's cause we have two rules, dont expose our kind and don't kill other creatures with out telling higher up people. Its not ''smart'' choices its about remembering how far to take it.' Guys? 'Thats being stupid, making dumb discussions, getting someone killed! Wait you dont know how that is in less its trapping you back in hell but even then the kind you are, the only way, is to take your head, heart, and your most valued thing. Which would be your wings and burn them in a certain order to fully kill you and not send you to hell. Or easy way is to get the king, a reaper or the kings next generation to take care of you. You are stupid. A fucking stupid demon. you have no common sense in less its to kill.' 'We love, care, get sad, we fucking feel too, just cause we are cold on the surface doesnt mean we are dead inside. We are still a creature and feel, we just know how to hide it and be worriors. And its called being powerful you stupid fucking mutt. I can't be sorry for who I am, its not my fault my kind have no worries cause we are how we are. Why do you hate my kind?' Guys stop. I try again as I feel my self warm up. 'I never said I hate your kind you just dont see what we see and the struggle we see and we have that in our family.' 'I know that! But that doesnt mean I can't handle it. You have no faith or trust, you never had it since we came as one. Ive accepted some of your dumb shit and don't hold it against you all the time.' 'No faith? No faith well lets see, thats cause you show me all you care for is killing and you are into some kinky sex. Dont get me wrong you care for the entire family but not like a wolf does, we stick through everything even if we are about to explode, yes we punish but we give chances. If you had control when Lauren did that she would of been dead no second thought cause you don't hold back once a line is crossed you kill. We make submit if not then its kill, we have mercy. Tell me im wrong please do Samael cause you know its true, you would even kill Rose if she crossed that line too if you didnt have me.' Samael hisses and Akela growls back and I can see there fighting is making me lose control of everything cause im heating up a lot more. 'Its cause im a fucking demon, say it im a demon and im a monster and you dont want me to have control cause ill make Alex more of a fucking monster.' He says as his let out a vicious growl, and I fell a ping go through me to his word and then I feel I the heat spread fully through me. I told you guys im a monster. I say and they both freeze. 'Alex that is not-' I cut him off as I shut the link and feel tears start coming to my eyes, I shake my head as I fly. The way I was flying was straight back to the school. Here's a monster for you guys. I mumble knowing they can still hear me, I drop to the woods as shifting to my wolf and running towards the school I sniff the air as I smell the boy. Slamming through the doors as I run straight through the crowd of kids that started screaming and running away from me, the more closer I got to the boy the more I couldnt wait to have his throat between my jaws. Then the boy comes to veiw and I lick my lips as I head to him but when he seen me he took off running, just igniting my predator instincts to kick in as I started pushing him in to a dead end. Him being so scared help my plain as he blindly runs trying to get away, but it hit him hard when he gets in the classroom.