Way Back When (Elizabeth. O)

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Elizabeth's POV:

Set

Today was the first day of filming, and I made sure that I'd gotten up nice and early so that I could be as best prepared for shooting as I could.

I'd done as Mia asked. I gave her space, because I desperately wanted to just be with her. Wether that meant as a couple, or as friends I don't really mind.

I got out of bed and fixed myself a bowl of cereal. After that I hopped in the shower and gave myself a full body wash. I hopped out and put on some clothes before I went over to hair and market to get into character.

They were really nice in there, not to mention talented. The woman doing my hair told me about the time she wanted to become an actresses, but then decided that she could be involved in film and not be an actress.

The whole time it reminded me about Mia and how she could have been way more than a costume designer. She was so smart that she could have done whatever it was she wanted, but she didn't. She chose to make a bold decision and do what she loved. And I can respect anyone that chases what they love.

Speaking of Mia, I haven't contacted her -or vice versa- because she asked for space. And it angered me slightly because by agreeing I didn't realise she would ignore my existence. And I know that I probably have no right to be angry after all that I've done to her, but it doesn't stop infuriating me.

After hair and makeup I go and put my costume on with the help of a very kind lady who compliments both the outfit and the way that I look, which brightens my day even further. Once I'm finished with that I walk over to the mirror and look at the whole fit.

And it is amazing. Mia has done a fabulous job with the measurements, the materials and the way it all fits so perfectly together. She always did put 100% into everything.

While I'm walking to the actual set I get a message from Robbie, asking me something. These past few days have led to me forgetting the man I'm dating. How that's even possible, I have no idea. But I guess that what true love feels like.

Robbie

I have a surprise
(Just now)

What is is?
(Just now)

I'm in LA, and later
I've booked a table at a nice
restaurant!!
(Just now)

What! How I thought
you were away for a
while! That's so great!!  
(Just now)

Yeah, I came back early
because I know you have
anxiety attacks and I
wanted to make sure that
you were okay,
and settling in nicely 😇😇
(Just now)

Omg thank you!
What a great surprise
(Just now)

Okay, meet me at the
Steak Restaurant at
6:00 pm.
(Just now)

I'll be there!
(Just now)

I agree to go, of course. I wouldn't let him down after he made the effort to see me. I'm happy that I get to meet him, I haven't seen him in... wow almost a month now. I just don't know how my mind and my heart will react to seeing him after having sex with Mia. I cheated, and now I either have to sit there and lie to his face, and act like I did nothing wrong, when I did. Or, I sit there and confess that I cheated on a man that did nothing wrong to me, with a woman that had always had a special place in my heart.