Alone and Unwanted (No longer writing)

Month 2 Day 20

I thought Jarod would be back for me but he never did. 

It's been five days. Where could he be? 

When I came home, Koda was the first one to get excited. He checked me for bruises or scars. Then he took me to Sylvia and she embraced me with the tightest hug. Then the Luna found out I was here. She bust out crying and she gave me an awake Malena. 

Oh how much I missed her. 

Sylvia  had put an IV in my arm to help with my still broken ribs. 

"Do you know where Jarod is?" I asked them. 

They looked confused. 

"We thought he was with you?" the Luna asked. 

I shook my head. 

"Jarod left me with another man." 

Koda gasped and grabbed my hand. 

"Did that man hurt you in any way?" he asked. 

I shook my head. Neil really didn't do anything bad to me. 

"The man let me go. He let me escape." 

Everyone let out sighs of relief and smiled. 

"Thank goodness he let you go," the Luna said to me. 

I smiled at her words. She cared. 

"What happened since I was gone?" 

"Well, Malena was restless in the nights. She desperately wanted her mother," Koda told me. 

I smiled down at Malena. 

She had gotten so big. I'm missing so much. 

"What we need for you to do is get some sleep," Sylvia said. 

I nodded and gave Malena to Koda. 

I went to sleep soon after I felt the medication seep in. 

Jarod's (POV)

That stupid son of a bitch! He just couldn't take care of Tavern for three measely days!

He let her escape. What the hell?! 

I growled and turned into my wolf. I went deep into the woods. 

I could still smell her scent. 

She went back to the pack house! 

I decided to give her some slack and get away from her. 

I needed to get away anyways. 

I needed to get the old memories of Elle away from me. 

Elle was my mate. 

I loved her with all my heart. 

Then she got attacked by some fucking rogues. 

The day I found out she was dead was the day I found out who killed her. I killed all of them one by one. Slowly and painfully. Like they did to her. 

Then here came Tavern in the house. 

I thought it was Ellle for a second. They looked liked twins. But I knew it wasn't my Elle. She was dead. 

I beat Tavern every day when I met her. 

She didn't deserve to look like my Elle. 

Then, that bitch got preggers with Nate's baby. 

When it was born, I admit, I was jealous. 

My Elle was carrying our child when she died. 

Every chance I got, I would take a peek at Malena. 

When the whore, Nichole stole her, she gave her to me for a second. 

She looked like Nate but she had Tavern's eyes. Which looked like my Elle's eyes. 

I got caught and gave her back to Tavern. I barely see her anymore. 

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Not a good day.  

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