Alone and Unwanted (No longer writing)

Month 9 Day 1

What am I doing? Seriously, someone tell me what the hell I am doing in life! I am a mateless, useless, worthless, single mother. Wow, now that I see that written down, that sounds so stupid.

Why hasn't anybody just slap me in the face and tell me to do something about that?! Uh! I am a complete idiot! Seriously!

Ok, let's just calm down and breath, shall we? Okay, so I went to my school today to get all my books and everything and then out of no where, I get pushed into the janitor's closet. At first, I was just like, eh...okay whatever, but then I noticed that they locked the door on me! I had no light and do you know how small those closets are? Small!

I can't go to school to get something without somebody hitting me, pushing me, or throwing me into closets. Yeah.....I'm really pissed off right now.

And to top things off, I came home and guess what all the bitches at the pack house wanted? Food!

I honestly wanted to slap each and every one of the pack members faces. But you know where that will leave me, in my own grave. Seriously.

Oh yeah and my morning sickness has really gotten to me. I have thrown up every hour I believe and I just feel terrible.

Sometimes I feel like crying, but that won't do anything to help me. It will only release some fluid out of me. Okay, now that was dumb.

I can't take it anymore!

I'm so stressed out with this pregnancy, Malena, the pack, Jarod, Nate, Nichole, the Luna and Alpha, my parents....

Or should I say my fake parents.

I decided to leave. Could've been the smartest thing anybody would've done in my shoes.

I angrily packed everything that I had into a small suitcase and got the hundred dollars I hid since I came to this house.

As this was going on, guess what was playing down stairs?

There's a stranger in my bed

There's a pounding in my head

Glitter all over the room

Pink flamingos in the pool

I smell like a minibar

DJ's passed out in the yard

Barbie's on the barbeque

This a hickie or a bruise?

I rolled my eyes at the Katy Perry song. Hate it!

Malena gave me a cute confused look as she saw me packing things. I smiled to let her know everything is okay.

I sighed and took a look in the room. Last time I'll see this room. A good six years here. Bye room, I thought as I touched the wood walls.

I grabbed the now asleep Malena and my bag and headed for the window. I put Malena in the carrier and climbed out the window.

I grabbed on for dear life on that tree and climbed my way down. I tried not to wake Malena by all the commotion. Thankfully, she stayed asleep.

I glanced one last time at the house that I sort of grew up in and turned to the woods. My plan is that Malena and I stay in the woods for a while until I find a job.

Don't know how that's gonna work but I hope it goes smoothly.

I glanced one last time at the house.

Goodbye......Finally!

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This is for all you people who are like "she needs to run; girl needs to leave" and all this crap. I'm honestly not mad. I don't know why I made Tavern mad in this chapter. But she left! Woohoo! Anyway, you guys give me some ideas and y'all tell me if I should end this story or not. I don't want this story to have like 90 chapters. :) Please give me ideas. I'm making this story up as I go. Remember, not published :)

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