Alone and Unwanted (No longer writing)

Month 2 Day 23

Jarod's (POV)

I went back to the pack house after maybe two days.

The first person I saw was Tavern. She was making lunch for the pack. She looked up at me and tried not to look panicked.

She bowed her head down at me, like I told her to.

"Would you like anything, s-sir?" she asked me.

I shook my head and walked away. My wolf told me to go back and beat her. Like I would normally do. But I didn't because now when I saw Tavern, I see Elle.

My sweet Elle.

I can never hurt Tavern again. I know that's a big promise I'm setting for myself but I must do it. I just can't hurt someone that looks exactly like my mate.

God, I miss her.

She was the love of my life until she died.

I don't know why Elle would come up in my head now.

It was four years ago she died.

I needed Tavern.

God, I never thought I would say that.

But I do.

I-I lo-

I can't say it.

I don't think I'll ever love anyone else than Elle.

I headed up to Tavern's poor excuse of a room.

She keeps Malena in there while she works.

I crept in and went to her little cradle.

She slept peacefully with her blankets around her.

Man, she looks like Tavern.

I wonder how it would feel like to be a dad.

I was gonna be a dad.

Then Elle died and that dream was crushed.

I wanted a son. A son that would look like both me and Elle.

I heard Malena give a small whimper.

Damn, she's waking up!

I left out the room so I wouldn't get caught.

I went to my room and laid down on my bed.

I thought of a plan.

I was gonna get a son.

Somehow.

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