Alone and Unwanted (No longer writing)

Day 7

Day 7

I've skipped days because I was to lazy to write anything down. As you may have guessed this is a journal/diary. I keep track of what happens in my daily life. 

These past few days, I've been busy. The Luna stayed with me 24/7. She never left my site. She even went to school with me! I don't know why she did that. 

My due date is jsut around the corner and I do not want to get this baby out just yet. 

My brother is making me move out when the baby comes. I don't have the money to get a house. I'm broke. 

If I had all the money in the world, I would've already moved out years ago!

You don't know how terrible it is to be me. I get beat everyday. Only in my face since I am pregnant. 

My face looks like a balloon. 

I can't look in the mirror anymore. 

I barely recognize myself. 

"Hey! Get dinner started!" one of the pack members shouted at me. 

I quickly went downstairs and made an easy dinner. 

I couldn't eat anything since I wasted it all on their dinner. 

"Here," someone said, giving me their plate. 

I looked up to see my mate, Nate. 

"What are you looking at?! Clean!" he yelled. 

I flinched and heard him say,"Whore." 

That hit a nerve. 

"Excuse me, but you were the one that had sex with me." I said to him. 

"You were the one who wasn't on birth control!" 

"You were the one that rejected me!" 

Nate raised his fist and he about hit me when the Luna came in the kitchen. 

"What's going on here?" she asked. 

"Sorry, Luna, but I was about to punish this girl." Nate said to her. 

"And why?" 

"Because the raised her voice with me. And a girl like her should never raise her voice at a guy like me."

The Luna looked down at me. 

I was on the floor. 

"Get up, Tavern."

And I did. 

"Are you alright?" she asked me. 

I only nodded.

But I really wasn't okay. 

I was very miserable. 

Help.

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