Alone and Unwanted (No longer writing)

Month 6 Day 2

Well, I haven't written in a while.

A lot has been going on with Malena and work and school. I just had no time to write.

What happened over the months?

Of course, I've gotten beat almost once or twice a week.

Malena has gotten bigger.

She's grown two of her teeth. She looks so cute.

Nate hasn't been with her. He's too busy with Nichole. What a great dad.

The Luna and Alpha have been like parents to me. They treat me like one of their own. They also love Malena to death.

Koda has been looking for his mate. I mean, he's eighteen!

My still best friend Emmalee has also been trying to find her mate. But she's only sixteen.

And Jarod?

Jarod has been really distant.

He hasn't hit me in all those months. He's barely been in the house.

Huh? That's weird isn't it?

But today was even weirder.

Jarod came in the house and asked for some lunch.

He asked.

Nobody ever asked me anything.

Of course, I made him some lunch and let him eat it on his own.

I go upstairs and take a shower. When I got out, I was wrapped in a towel. A hand had clamped over my mouth.

Oh my Lord.

Jarod's (POV)

Today was the day. It was the day.

Yes, I will do such a terrible thing to do to her but I need her. I can't be away from her any longer.

In the morning, I saw her outside the pack house in the garden.

God, she looks so beautiful.

I love staring into her greenish-bluish eyes. I can get lost into them.

I decided to make my move tonight.

I went in the pack house and asked her if she can make me some lunch.

She looked shocked but she made me lunch anyways.

I can smell her scent all over my food. Ahh..... amazing.

She left while I was eating. I didn't want her to.

I heard her shower come on.

I threw away my plate and went to her room.

I waited until she came out. She came out in a towel. Oh how tempting.

I put my hand over her mouth and she started panicking.

"Shh, it's okay Tavern. I'll take care of you today." I assured her.

She tried getting out of my grasp but I was too strong.

I finally will get what I want.

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Hey guys! I'll write a Rated R chapter. Yes, there does involve sex. That's why I didn't put it here. So go look at my Rated R chapters in my works. I hope you enjoyed it and please don't be afraid to follow me! I would love new followers! Not published! Oh and I know this is selfish, But can someone make  me a cover. The one I have looks stupid.

<3 Lesley :*

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