" Broken Love " H.S (#Wattys2015)

Chapter Thirty Three

Tom party was getting started the house was all crowded, I sat on the couch looking at the crowd how everyone was drunk and some snogging at the corner. I was suppose to go and pick Stella and Jasmine but I didn't feel like, so I gave Chase my car keys and told him to pick them up. I know I love my car but I trust my best friend he's a save driver. I wasn't even drunk whereas my four other best friends have already bottled down some shots, I don't know why but I didn't feel like getting drunk but then I am sure Tom not going to leave me unless I puke my shit out. So I should just chill for a while. Most importantly thank god Michelle didn't show up, I was so fed up with her messaging me and wanting to get back together even though I really loved her during my freshman year but then she was the one who cheated so this time I was so done with her for good.

I saw Chase and the girls walking towards me but somehow something was missing and my heart knew it was Christy, I know she didn't come to many of our parties but the last time when she was at my party she was really wild like in a good way, the way she was drunk and how she threw some good shapes on the table turned me on so bad but then I pulled her down because I didn't like how everyone was enjoying the show and she hated me for spoiling her fun moment.

From the first day when I saw her at my favorite restaurant, I knew that we would have something special between us, though her friend was pretty fit too but then I liked Christy more. They way she looked at me and when I stared back, she just looked down at her food pretending to not notice me it was funny to me and I wanted to tease her more so I went to their table and introduced myself and luckily she was in the same college which was a plus point for me.

After my break up with Michelle I wasn't really looking for a relationship though my friends tried to fix me up with many girls but I didn't really wanted to go and have fun with them because I knew that breaking someone heart was really not my thing, I mean I could have gone out with those girls and have fun but then I don't want to play with someone feeling because I knew how difficult it is to cope up a broken heart. But when I saw Christy and the more I came to know her I wanted to spent more time with her though she was really difficult sometimes.

I was shaken out of my thoughts when Stella and jasmine came and hugged me. Stella looked really good the dress, it really fitted her body well. Soon Tom and everyone joined us on the couch and I knew it was time for me to get drunk, we played some drink games and after few hours I was shit drunk now, I know that Tom and Christy have become quite close and I wasn't even jealous but somehow they way she trusted Tom made me feel like only if she trusted me the same way but how would she when I ditched her so many times.

"Guys I am not playing anymore games, I need to use bathroom", I said and got up from the couch, Stella was probably drunk too but sitting there with her made me miss Christy more and the fact that douche bag Adam was with her was making me more furious I was supposed to be the one going to her place but then Tom birthday I cannot miss it, she could have waited till next weekend. I heard chase and all saying boo because I quitted the game but right now I don't give a shit, I need to get out from here and need to figure out my feelings, I went to Tom room and lay one his bed my head was spinning but I just closed my eyes for a while and started thinking about Christy.

I recalled all the times that I spent with her, I am still guilty for the time when I ditched her at the restaurant and didn't help her with her assignments but I just couldn't deal with her at the moment the way she was flirting with that waiter got me really mad it was not exactly flirting and I might have over reacted but still I didn't like it. That was the second time I knew that I do have some wired feelings for this girl. When I took her on a breakfast date that was actually the best because we didn't really fight nor had any arguments that day and I guess it was proper date after I broke up with Michelle. I really liked every small details about her especially her eyes and the way she bites her lips whenever she is nervous, she really makes me weak on my knees when she does that. They way she argues about every small things and wants to win over every conversation with me and the way she eats her favorite food dumplings, the most when I saw her wearing my shirt, though I don't like anyone wearing my stuffs but somehow I didn't mind when I saw her wearing it she really looked cute and hot in it and how I know she wants me so bad just like I want her but she wouldn't agree to it seems like something is stopping her from getting close to me and also I don't get it why does she always links me with Stella, I mean I try to flirt with her in front of her but only when she really pushes my buttons. Maybe because of that she thinks I like Stella than her.

I think I am thinking way too much about her I should probably go out, Tom and all might come looking out for me, Plus she must not be even thinking about me and must be having a great time with that jerk what if that Adam guy tries to get near her and what if she falls for him, I can't let that happen but then what can I even do because she doesn't wants to be with me and does even know that how I feel towards her, I have tried to say it so many times but she would just won't believe me and instead fight with me over some stupid stuffs and also she is two and or three hour away from me.

"Harry you in their", Tom shouted

"Yeah I am in here", I said and opened my eyes. I got up from my bed and saw him stumbling and walked towards him my head was still spinning

"What are you doing in here I have been looking for you mate", he said slurring

"Nothing the music was getting to my head, did Christy call you"? I asked changing the topic

"Nope, I think she must have fallen asleep plus let's get out I need to cut my birthday cake", he whined

"What she didn't, I mean she's close to you she should have stayed awake or something", I frowned and searched for my phone in my pockets I saw a confused look on Tom but I just smirked at him and dialed Christy number.