" Broken Love " H.S (#Wattys2015)

Chapter Sixty four

Song for this chapter: A Twist In My Story by Secondhand Serenade

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"So you're dating harry?" The girl asks

"How do you know?" I question back with shock

"I told you I have friends in your college", she said "so are you?"

"Um yeah"

"Take my advice if you want to be happy, you should break up with him", she said

"Excuse me?"

"You heard me, he will make your life miserable and this relationship will be nothing more than suffocating", she said

"And who are you to say all this about him?" I said frowning

"I am Michelle", she said and my jaw drops

"What?"

"Yeah I Michelle and I know this morning harry bashed Adam because of his insecurities issues that he has with you, poor harry he's still the same, seems like me ditching him it did him hard that's why he still doesn't trust anyone not even you. when I heard that he's dating you from Adam and that he has changed a lot and looks more than happy, I didn't believe him, I knew that nobody can change him and I was right, he's still the old harry the way I left him like before". She said

"You are wrong, he has changed and also Adam is right he is more than happy in this relationship, I guess more than happy when he was with you, I said with full rage

Sweet heart I know he's your first boyfriend and to trust someone this blindly is wrong, you will see yourself soon and I know he still misses me", she smirks

I wanted to punch her right across her plastic face but you can say it was her luck that we reached my hostel. I didn't even say anything and got out of the car, I could hear her chuckle, I tried to control my anger and walked faster from car, I heard her saying goodbye poor little girl see you again. I could feel my tears running down my face, some of the girls in the corridor were looking at me and whispering, I am sure even they know about the whole scene that happened at college. I unlocked my dorm door and hop on my bed. It's not even a month since we dated and already there are so many problems, one time I feel like trusting him and the second minute I take a ride in Michelle car who is supposed to be my huge enemy at the moment. The way she said that harry still misses me made my heart break into pieces, what if he actually does, yesterday he also told Tom not to tell me about the conversation that Tom and Michelle had at the grocery store.

I remember that my phone is dead so I take it out from my bag and keep it on charging. I am sure I might have missed few calls from harry, even though I am really mad at him right now, why would he beat the shit out of Adam poor thing, this is the second time he got hit because of me. I should send him a message. I switch my phone on and type a message to Adam.

"Hey Adam I am really sorry for whatever happened today, I didn't expect that harry will hot you like that this side of him is the first time I am seeing it and I really feel sorry because of me he has hit you for the second time and this time it was really bad, I guess it will be best for both of us if we stop hanging out and I promise I won't text you again because I don't want this to happen again. Hope you will forgive me".

I send him the text and check my notification, there was not miss calls from harry, only one miss call from Tom and Erick that's it. how can he be so rude, I should be the one not talking to him instead he is the one who didn't even bothered to call me once and apologize for his behavior. Fine if he wants to show his anger I will be one step ahead of him. My phone starts ringing and it was mu calling.

"Hey mum"

"Hi Christy"

"How are you? You don't call these days"

"I am fine just been busy"

"Okay and how's harry?"

"Um he's fine mum". I said trying not to break down

I"s everything alright between you too?" She asks

"Yeah why wouldn't it be?"

"Um okay, you can always talk to me about your problem, you know that right"

"I know mum"

"Hmm I just called to say that I have deposited some cash in your account"

"Mum you didn't have to do that"

I"t's okay love, dad was planning to send you some but I guess he was running short of money this time so I sent you "

I"s he alright?" I ask

"Yeah he's fine, and how's Stella"

"she's fine "

"okay give my regards to her, anyways take care baby and I love you"

"I love you too mum", I said and end the call. I think it's time for me to look for a job, I can't expect them to send money to me every time,

I kept my phone back on charging and thought of taking a shower. I take my towel and other stuffs out and walk out to the bathroom. The worst habit in me is that I think a lot like a lot. The worst thing is that Stella is busy with her new friends she didn't even bother to call me once and in the morning when she said that I should leave harry that came as a shock to me. I never knew that she hated him or maybe she wants to see me happy. I don't know. I get back to my room and Stella was not yet back from college I am sure she must be hanging out with whole group, I was expecting Tom to call me at least twice or thrice he was the one who I was close too. I change into some fresh clothes, I order some pizza for dinner because I didn't feel like going out and even if I wanted too I had no car.

My phone beeps, I check to see who it was maybe it can be harry or Stella and it was from Adam.

"I am not mad at you. I am mad at harry for having trust issues, you don't have to be sorry for harry's actions I thought he has changed but I guess he's still the same, don't hate me but I think you should give up on him rather than giving up on our friendship".

I was taken aback from his message, the last line was bit rude, I don't believe that he has texted this, can it be him replying or someone else, no it must be him, I am sure anybody will lose his mind if someone hits you twice. He has already given me an option so I didn't know what to reply. I lay back on my bed as tears roll down my face, I wanted Stella beside me but she was not here, and harry he didn't even bother to call me once. And forget about the damn party on Friday that we were going to throw. Maybe Stella was right I should give a second thought about this relationship, what if he's not really over Michelle and I am just a rebound for her, maybe that's why he still doesn't trust me.

Meanwhile during all this thinking process my pizza gets delivered. At least I could sit back and have some pizza and burn my stress. I could only have 2 slices, even the pizza was not tasting good to me today.  I think I should try to sleep, I want this day to be over already. I put the pizza box on the table and keep my phone on silent because even if anyone tries to call me I was not in a mood to talk and I don't even want to talk to anyone. I lie down on bed and close my eyes, but it was so hard to fall asleep, the only thing that was bothering me was that harry didn't even bother to call me once. I think I should listen to some music maybe it will help me to fall asleep. So took my earphone and phone from the table and played some music, I sigh and listen to fix you by cold play and close my eyes again.