" Broken Love " H.S (#Wattys2015)

Chapter Seventy One

Song for this chapter: A moment like this by Leona Lewis

All I want by Kodaline

"Attention everyone, attention please first of all thanks to everyone that has come to this party. And second of all I want to say something to someone who holds a very special part in my life and that's harry".

"Can you play the music already" someone shouted in the crowd"Not unless I finish what I have to say", I yelled back"Christy are you all right", harry asks

"Yeah I am fine", I said Everyone started gathering in front of the table that I was standing, Tom and Erick were laughing, maybe they thought I was going to entertain them by stripping of my clothes or something but that was not my plan, harry looked at me with worried eyes and also tried to get me off the table but I pulled my hand back and tried to hold my balance.

"Um harry sorry for embarrassing you in front of everyone but I just want to say that I am very lucky to have you in my life and I couldn't have ask for anything more. You know the very first time I saw you at the restaurant and the way our eyes met my whole body was on fire, I knew that this was just the beginning and here we are celebrating our togetherness, Thanks for being there in my difficult times and for loving me like am the only one that matters to you and hope you will continue to love me more and also I am very lucky to have my best friend Stella beside me and also because of you I have got new five new good friends and lastly I Love You Harry Styles", I said chuckling I looked at harry even though he was kind of blur to me, but I could read from his expression that he moved by my short confession, he came and pulled me down from the table and kissed me and said "I Love You Too Christy" I kissed him back with all the emotion, everyone started hooting and I could hear Tom saying that you guys are my favorite something good came from his end for the first time, soon the music was on and everyone started dancing.

"Harry I need to pee", I said

"Now, you always have to ruin a moment", he said

"Harry please", I whine, he rolled his eyes and took me to his room, I managed not to trip and got to the bathroom, harry came after me "harry its fine, I can piss myself"

"Are you sure"? He asked

"Yeah", I said and close the bathroom, I was definitely high like very much, everything was spinning, what if I fall and bang my head somewhere, gosh no, I quickly peed, washed my hands and got out. Harry was standing outside the bathroom.

"Are you okay?" he asks"Yeah I am fine, I need to sleep, and my head is spinning"

"Okay fine, let me take you to the bed", he said and lifted me up, I squealed, he chuckles "don't worry I am not going to drop you"

"And what if you do"

"Don't you trust me? "

"More than anything", I said his face lits up and put me down on the bed.

"You're the weirdest, most gorgeous girl I have met in my life. And I could not have chose more perfect girl to call my own" he said while running his fingers on my cheeks

"Really" "Yeah and I can't afford to lose you at any cost", after hearing all this from him, I felt so relieved and special, he is the first guy ever to make me feel this way, without thinking twice or ruining this moment, I crashed my lips on his, he smiled and kissed me back, he pulls me, he left wet kisses on my neck and the way my body was responding to his touch made me feel thousands of jitters in my stomach, I let out a soft moan when he kissed me right under my ears and now he knew that this was the spot which makes me weak,

"Harry"

"Yeah love", he pants

"I think I am ready"

"Ready for what"

"You know"

"Like what?" He teases

"To make love to you", I blush after saying it, I am sure this was the alcohol speaking, but harry kind of looked lost, I mean I could not comprehend his expression, I thought he wanted this bad and when I am ready I get a confused expression on his face, like he doesn't want this relationship to get stronger.

"What's wrong? You don't want too"

"Are you kidding me, I have been waiting for this to happen, Every time when you laid next to me I always wanted to feel you and touch you but I knew that you were not yet ready for it and I didn't wanted to force you but I don't think this is the right time love, you're drunk right now and I want your first time to be special, I want you to remember everything that I do to you and I want to hear you say my name again and again, you know what I am trying to say right"

"Yeah I get it, maybe some other time"

"Are you mad at me?"

"No why would I be, I like what you said, but at least you can undress me and give me one of your shirts to wear", I pout

"Sure love", he said, he got up from the bed and walked towards his closet and takes one his clean shirt out, by the time I struggled getting out of dress, I heard harry laugh at me and finally I gave up and sat on the bed like a child, he kept the shirt on the corner of the bed and sat next to me.

"Let me try", he said

"Sure"

He takes my dress off and now I was sitting in front of him only in my garments, I felt so naked yet it didn't seem anything wrong to me, I heard him curse and I kind of felt brave and confident at the moment, I never knew that I could turn anyone on because I always considered myself awkward, harry kept staring at me and I could feel my cheeks heating up. His eyes were a darker shade at the moment, I could feel the strong need in this heated moment but too bad he was the one who rejected my offer.

"Harry are you going to give me the shirt or keep checking out my body" I teased

"Ye... Yeah" he said stuttering, he grabs the shirt form the corner of the bed and hands it to me, I thought of teasing him more so instead of taking the shirt from him I got on my knees, he looked confused

"Can you put them on me?"

"Yeah", he said and scoots closer to me, instead of putting the shirt on, he pulls me more closer and kisses my neck

"I know what you're trying to do", he whispers, I couldn't reply back because of the pleasure igniting my body, slowly he lays me down and leaves wet kisses on stomach, his hands began to wander up the inside of my thighs, while I ran my fingers in his soft curls and pull them a bit and he lets out a small moan, he brushes his fingers against my crotch and my body flinch but I wanted him to touch me so baldy so I didn't stop him, my breathing becomes heavy from his touch," harry" I murmur, he comes back and kisses me just to relax me this time, I had never felt anything like this before, tingles shooting through my body, my chest was rising up and down from the heavy breathing, he kisses me one last time and gets up leaving me breathless. I was kind of annoyed that he left me like this but I know he doesn't want to spoil my first time, so I forgive him.

"I think you should rest for today, we can continue this tomorrow", he said sitting at the edge of the bed looking at me

"Fine", I said catching my breath and got up and wore his shirt, I went to use the bathroom for the last time. When I got out form the bathroom harry was laying down on the bed under the covers, I walk towards the bed and get under the covers, he pulls me closer to him and wraps his hands around my waist.

"Goodnight love", he said and plants a kiss on my shoulder

"Night babe",