" Broken Love " H.S (#Wattys2015)

Chapter Forty Eight

Stella helped me with all the kitchen cleaning and dishes. While harry was in his room and I am sure he's pissed off. I think I should talk to him later or maybe tomorrow because I was too tired to have another argument.  Finally the cleaning part was done.

"God I am so tired",  I said

"Let's go upstairs", stella says and I nod. We both walk towards the guest room.  There was no noise coming from harry's room maybe he slept early.

"You don't want to go in harry's room", Stella asks

"No I will sleep with you", I said and she smiles. We got inside, I went and brushed my teeth. I gave some clothes to stella so that she could change, I saw a white shirt folded on the corner of the bed, I checked to see if its mine but then I remember it was harry's shirt the one that I wore when I slept in this room for the first time . It was not here before so maybe he came here and kept the shirt, Aw so sweet of him, I thought . I stripped out from my clothes and wore his shirt, I think he might have worn this shirt before because it kind of smelled like him. I so badly wanted to sleep next to him because from past two days we have been sleeping in the same bed.

"You're wearing harry's shirt",  stella asks

"Um yeah, it's kind of comfortable"

"Cool", she says and we both get under the covers. I sigh and look at the ceiling.  I was missing his warm body, the way he he use to cuddle me tightly at night as if I am going to run away or something. I miss the way he burries his face in my hair and his soft snores.

"So how was the weekend", she asks breaking me from my thoughts

"Umm it was okay, bit difficult to cope up with all the information but then at last it's my mum and dad decision. I can't make things work for them if they don't want too"

"Yeah right, don't worry you will get over it" she says

"I hope so, harry was a great supporter and he was really nice", I said

"Um nice", she says.

"He told me that it was your and harry's plan to make me jealous and stuff", I smile

"Not exactly mine but his, I just hope he stays loyal too", she says

"Why you don't trust him " I ask facing her

"I do, but I heard Michelle is trying to win him back and at last she was his first love so you never know", she says

"Hmm" what if something like that happens is he going to leave me, stella is right at her part, should I trust him completely,  I thought to myself.

"Hey don't over think now common you need to sleep",  she says

"Yeah Yeah,  night babe"

"Night",  she says . I face the other side and start thinking about what she said, My head was aching with all the thinking, I should just sleep and forget about Michelle or about anyone at the moment.  I was mentally and physically tired so I should just rest. I thought and closed my eyes.

You thought that I was in love with christy,  baby are you mad, I was just fooling around with her, she's such a pain and a big time weeper. And the two days that I have spent with her was the most difficult days of my life,  had to face her messed up family and being a crying shoulder was more fucked up, and the funniest part her best friend stella hates her and she is fed up of her too, tears were rolling down my face, I couldn't believe the things I was hearing,  I was trying to  look at the face of the girl but everything was so blur only harry was clear to me. I was choking on my breath and was trying to move my body but it was like somebody was holding me tightly. I opened my eyes and saw harry in front of me and he had my mouth covered with his hand. He told me told me to keep quiet and I was confused with what was happening.  he removed his hand from my mouth and I got up trying to breath, I looked around and I was sleeping next to stella and I touched my face it was wet maybe because it was sweat or maybe I was actually crying in my sleep. I realised that whatever I saw or heard was all a dream, a very bad dream. I looked at Stella again and she was fast asleep.

Harry picked me up bridal style and I squealed, harry shushed me and quickly got out of the room. He took me to his room and lay me down on his bed. I stood up and he looked at me confused.

"What's wrong christy, you look so worried and I even saw you crying in your sleep",  he asks running his fingers on my cheeks

"I had a nightmare and how long have you been there watching me"

"What again"? Um I couldn't sleep so I thought of taking you in my room so that's why I came and I saw you crying in your sleep, he says

"Yeah" I murmur and I thought last time when I had a nightmare it was about my parents and it came true amd today I saw harry and all that he was saying can this nightmare become true, Oh my god what if it becomes true thinking about it only made my eyes teary,

"Hey baby what's wrong please tell me", he asks hugging me and I cried, he rubs my back and calms me down but I just couldn't stop my tears. I hugged him tightly and he lay me down and kisses my forehead. He lays with me and I cuddle him.

"Harry will you ever leave me", I ask

"Why do you ask"? He says

"I just want to know"

"I will never leave you Christy, I will always be there for you" he says

"I think we should sleep it's already late",  I said and turn towards the other side. Harry scoots closer to me and cuddles me. I was missing this warmth and touh few hours back. Even though I was all worked up and drained but his touch made me feel so relaxed and content . I don't care about the nightmare I trust him enough he would never do this to me or will he.
I should just sleep and relax. I heard him murmur "I like you" and burries his face in my hair a smile came over my face, I pretended that I am asleep and didn't reply back but soon sleep took over.