" Broken Love " H.S (#Wattys2015)

Chapter Seventy Two

Song for this chapter: flashlight by Bethany Mota cover

Good for you by Selena Gomez

I heard someone waking me up, I groaned and pulled the covers over my head "Christy wake up" and it was harry, how come he's awake so early, my head was hurting real bad he kept pulling the covers and I had to grab it.

"Harry go away, my head hurts", I said

"It's already 12 baby, I have made breakfast for you", he said

"Please let me sleep for some more time, I will see you in the living room after sometime" I said

"Fine, take your time, I will just go freshen up in the guest room", he said, I heard him getting up from the bed and leaving the room. I was already awake now but I peeped out from the covers to see if he's already left and he had, I laid in the bed trying to remember what actually happened last night but the more I thought about it, my head was hurting more so I looked around to see if harry has kept the Advil on the table and luckily he has, I took the glass of water from the table and the medicine from the table and gulped it down. I kept the glass back on the table and got under the covers again and closed my for sometime slowly I tried to remember last night events and the first thing that came to my mind was me standing on the table in front of everyone and shouting that how much I love harry.

Shit! Did I actually do that, how could I be so damn stupid now everyone is going to make fun of me at college and what if they have made videos and what if it's already viral, I am so screwed, I thought to myself but then I how did I get to harry's room, I remember going to the guest room, did that happen or am I just imagining things, gosh did I say anything else to harry, I don't remember and anything that happened in this room, I was stressing out thinking about what happened once I got in the room. Oh my god, I hope I didn't sleep with him, even though it's not a big deal because he's my boyfriend but I wouldn't want my first time in a drunk state, I looked under the covers just to make sure to see nothing happened and holy molly we must have done something because I was only in my garments.

"Think Christy, think did we or did we not", I thought to myself and finally it popped in my head I did tell him that I was ready to take the next step and that I was ready to make love to him, Shit! How am I going to face him now? What is he going to think of him, I must have looked so desperate in front of him, but I don't remember his reply to all of this and now I don't have the fucking guts to ask him regarding all this? I should just leave it on him and wait and see if he has to say something about this.

Ugh I don't understand how could I even say all that, I think I should definitely go slowly on my drinking from next time at least I wouldn't embarrass myself next time.

"Christy you coming or planning to stay in all day" gemma shouted across the door

"I will be out in 10 minutes", I yelled back

"Okay, come out soon we will have breakfast together"

"Alright", I said, for a moment I completely forgot that even gemma was at the party, now she's going to make fun of me the whole day and oh my for Tom it must have been a entertaining night. fine whatever happened it did now I shouldn't just sit and mope here, if I take more than 10 minutes I am sure someone will break in, so I got up from my bed and collected my clothes which was lying on the floor, I think I should just go out in harry's shirt rather than my dress. I went to the bathroom and freshened up and then wore one of harry's clean shirt and walked out of his room.

The room looked quite clean, maybe harry got up early just to clean all the dirt, the room was so messy last night poor harry he didn't wake me up and instead cleaned all the mess by himself. As soon as I got near the kitchen I could hear some laughs and I started getting nervous what if they are talking about last night and making fun of me, oh god I am school fool for letting the alcohol get to me.

Ugh whatever is done is done, no use regretting now, fine if they are laughing at my stupid behavior no issue I will laugh along with them, I thought to myself and started and went to the kitchen, as I entered the kitchen I saw Stella, gemma, Tom, Erick and Harry, they stopped their conversation and looked in my direction.

"Morning guys", I said nervously

"Morning Christy", they all said together and I could see a smirk on Tom face, I am sure I reminded him of the last night events.

"Come and sit with me", Gemma said, I nodded and sat on the spare chair next to her while harry got up to get me breakfast.

"How's your head, still hurting?" Stella asked

"I am fine now", I said

"Christy you want orange juice or milk with your toast", harry asked

"I will have juice"

"Someone was pretty wild last night" Tom said

"Tom stop embarrassing me, I know I acted stupid last night and I am sure people have already made video of me blabbering stuff and uploaded on you tube in the funny section. And I am fucking sure that I would be fucking famous in college right now. I am already stressed about it, so you don't have to remind me about yesterday events because I already remember everything and how I made a fool of myself", I blurted.

They were all looking at me maybe shocked because of my sudden outburst. I kind a felt good for blurting out things because it was killing me inside because harry didn't say anything about yesterday and I don't know whether he liked what I said last night or I made him embarrassed. But then I didn't want to shout at Tom like that.

"I am sorry Tom, I didn't mean to shout at you like that", I said

"Its fine Christy and also I didn't mean it in a bad way, you were pretty amazing last night", he said

"What?" I asked surprised

"Yeah and I am sure it was the best night for harry too, am I right harry?" he said looking towards him smirking, I looked at harry and he smiles

He walks towards me with the food tray and keeps it on the table, gemma gets up from her chair and tells harry to sit on her place while she goes and sits at the chair where harry was sitting first.

"I am sorry harry if I embarrassed you last night", I said

"Baby you don't have to be sorry about anything, last night you didn't embarrass me at all instead you made me feel special, I remember every word you said and I am pretty sure you don't remember anything", he said smirking,

"You're right I don't", I mumbled

"Christy I love you more than anything and last night what you said or did made me realize that how much you love and care for me and I don't want to let you down at any cost, and yesterday I promised myself that I will always love you forever no matter how many hardships we go through I will always come back to you and will always remind you that how much you mean to me. I love you baby", he said caressing my cheeks.

"I love you harry", I said with teary eyes and kiss him.

"Okay can you guys stop making out in front of us", Stella said

"Yeah go get a room", gemma said smiling. We pull back from the short heated moment, I was bit embarrass for kissing him in front of them. Harry takes my hand in his and rubs it gently to comfort me. I am sure he knew that I was feeling awkward. I look at him and smile.

"Harry my man the speech was kind of deep", Tom said smiling

"Shut up Tom" harry said