" Broken Love " H.S (#Wattys2015)

Chapter Seventy Three

Song for this Chapter: Stiches by Shawn Mendes

                                           Ever Enough by Rocket to moon

"What I was being honest here" tom said smirking

'Whatever" harry said, I finished my breakfast and harry was still holding my hand.

"Okay guys I am going to leave" Stella said

"Yeah me too, I will drop you Stella", Erick said

"Okay thanks" she replied

"Tom are you going to leave" harry smirks

"Um no I think I will stay and sleep in the guest room because I am too tired to drive" he said. Harry rolled his eyes and stands up not leaving my hand

"Let's go to my room" he said, I nodded and hugged Stella and Erick because they were leaving and told her I will see her tomorrow at the hostel. Tom had already left for the guest room whereas Gemma stayed back to clean up the dishes.

"Christy you can got to my room, I will help gemma out with the stuff", he said

"You must be tired, I will help her out",

"No its fine, you don't look quite well, so go relax I will be there quick", he said

"Fine", I said and kissed him on his lips and walked towards his room and harry went back to the kitchen, he was right I was actually feeling really weak, I am not drinking again, I thought to myself laying on the bed and closed my eyes so that I can sleep again for some time.

"So did you tell Christy about tonight", gemma asked while cleaning the kitchen

"Not yet, I will tell her later"

"So you got the tickets" she asked

"Yeah luckily, dad managed to get it"

"That's good", she said and I nodded

"You know what, I thought after what happened between you and Michelle I never thought you will trust anyone or even fall in love again, but I guess I was wrong I see the way you love Christy more than anything, I think she's even special then Michelle, I just want to say that you need to give her space sometimes and also trust her the way she trusts you with all her heart", gemma said

"You mean I don't give her space or trust her", I snapped

"No, I didn't mean it like that, I mean it's important in a relationship to give space to each other and also to trust each other, you guys did have a problem in between because of that guy, I keep forgetting his name anyways I am just saying if you keep dominating her and letting that trust issue come in between then things won't go in the right way" she said

"Yeah I know, I am just sacred of losing her, I don't even know how I fell so deep in her love, every moment that I spend with her makes me a better person and wants me to love life, she is the reason of my happiness, every one college thinks that I am some freak who can't handle a relationship and suffocates the other person in the relationship but she doesn't see me in that way, she loves the real me she knows that I have trust issues and anger problem but she still continues to love me, I thought after fighting with Adam and creating in the college I thought she will leave because I know people were saying things to her but she still continued to trust me and gave me a chance so I don't want to screw up things for both of us, that's why I am trying hard to love her with all my heart and she deserves all the happiness" I said, I was almost going to break down in front of Gemma but somehow I tried to control my emotions, she came close to me and gave me a tight hug, the magic hug that I always use to call because her hug comforts me a lot and makes me feel less miserable in tough situations.

"Everything will be alright, I know she will never leave you, If you don't give her reason too" she said, we both pull back from the hug

"Thanks for the hug as always", I said smiling

"No problem my little brother", she said smiling

"When are you leaving"? I asked

"Tomorrow", she said

"Okay, we will go out for lunch or something tomorrow", I said

"Yeah fine", she said

"Cool, okay well I am going to go and check on Christy", see you later

"Have fun tonight", she said

"What are your plans for tonight", I asked before walking away

"Um I am going for a dinner night out with my girlfriends", she said

"Uh okay, see you later and thanks for the advice", I said smiling and walked away from the kitchen, I opened my room door and saw Christy sleeping peacefully, I didn't want to disturb her so I thought of crashing on the couch for a while and I was too tired and my back was also aching, first I thought of going to the guest room but Tom will be there and I was not ready for another conversation with him and also in the other room gemma was staying which means I don't have any other option than the couch, so I leaned and kissed her on the forehead, she made a small movement but didn't wake up, I closed my room door without making any noise and then went and laid down on the couch, set an alarm for 5pm and kept the aside closed my eyes, I was so tired that soon sleep took over.

I woke up to the shrieking sound of the alarm, gosh it was annoying, I got stop the buzzing sound and got up from the couch. Has everyone been sleeping all this while, I walk towards the guest room just to check if Tom is still in the room when I open the room door he wasn't there which means he must have left, then I went to the other room to check if Gemma was there and yes she was there getting ready as I remember her telling me about her plans in the morning.

"Hey, got up sleepy head" she asked smiling

"Yeah, anyways carry on I will wake Christy up" I said closing the door

"Okay", I heard from her end. I went to my room and saw that Christy was not there in the room, I looked around and the bathroom door was closed maybe she's in the bathroom.

"Christy you in there?" I asked knocking on the bathroom door

"Yeah, I am taking shower, will be out in 10", she said

"Okay, um Christy can you open the bathroom door a little, I need to say something", I said nervously, she opened the door and popped her head out covering her naked body form the door.

"What's wrong harry, everything's alright? She asked looking worried

"Um yeah, I just wanted to say I am taking you out tonight so wear something nice"

"And where are you taking me?" She asked excitedly

"That's a surprise, so hurry up and get ready", I said smiling

"Okay fine", she said smiling and closed the bathroom door. I took my towel and clothes and walked out of the room, didn't think much about what will I wear, I think I will wear my basic colour jeans and shirt that I usually wear or should I ask Gemma for help, Not a good idea she will make fun of me, I think I will ask for her help. I went and knocked on Gemma door.

"Yeah harry", she said and walks towards her closet

"Um can you help me out in picking up something to wear tonight from my closet", I asked sheepishly I knew she will laugh and that's what exactly happened she couldn't control her laughter and burst out laughing.

"Okay so I didn't crack a joke and it's not funny" I said rolling my eyes

"I know", she said and continued laughing

"Okay forget it", I said and started walking out from her side