Blame

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The night was cold
Your touch has disappeared
I could only see darkness
"I'm scared"

Cherry's pov:

I searched for Joe in the crowd. Everyone was looking at us. Adam was still behind me. But I didn't care about anyone except Joe. I needed to see him, talk to him, explain and apologias. I felt like I was suffocating, and my breath was being absorbed by everyone. I barely was able to move but I had to get to him. I couldn't waste any more time.

"Come on Princess where is my reward?" he chuckled putting his hands on my shoulders.

"Fuck off Adam" I pushed him away, walking toward the parking when I felt a hand grabbing my wrist. I turned around only to see Adam. "Let go, Adam!" I said trying to escape his grasp. He tightened his grip every time I tried to fight back.

"You own me a kiss. I want it right now" He said before I was dragged to the dark alley, where Joe and I were not long ago. I was pushed against the wall, blocking any exit possible.

"Let me go, Adam!" I screamed, pushing him away from me. He didn't move an inch. I was scared.

"I will as soon as you kiss me" He got closer to my face, breathing faster, gasping for air. My hands were shaking and cold as if they were holding ice.

"Please Adam... let me go..." I managed to say, looking at the ground, afraid to look into his eyes. My confidence has disappeared, and I was left with fear and anxiety.

"Princess, one kiss and that's it"

"No..."

"Where did all your confidence go? You agreed to it. You can't back down on your words"

"Adam, why are you doing this?" I said trying to win some time so I can figure out a way to escape.

"Kiss me like you kiss him" he whispered, getting closer and closer to my face. Our lips were inches away. I could feel his breath. If I screamed would someone hear? Would Joe hear me? I looked up slowly, making sure not to annoy him even more. He was like a wild beast. I needed to be careful.

Suddenly, I felt his hand wrapping around my waist, pulling me closer to his body. I felt sick. I hated it. "Joe" I whispered underneath our breath.

"Joe?" he laughed. "He is long gone. He left you all alone with me" he said while his hands made their way to my ass.

"Stop it, Adam! Leave me alone!" I screamed hoping he would move away, but he didn't. I was fucked.

"Joe is not here! No one is here but me and I will get what I want!" As soon as he finished his sentenced, he smashed his lips on mine, sucking on them aggressively. I tried to pull my head backward, but it was hopeless. The wall was blocking me. He was grabbing onto my lips, biting them. Few second into it, he bit my lower lip, dragging it down, opening my mouth slightly for his tongue to enter. It felt disgusted. Tears were falling down my cheeks. Joe, help me.

His hand started caressing and squeezing my ass. It was painful. "Let- le- let go..." I said begging for air. "Sto-stop...". With every word I managed to say, he got more aggressive and persistant.

After what seemed to be an eternity, sinking in darkness and suffering, Adam released my lips and went straight to my neck. He bit it hard, leaving a mark. I screamed from the pain. As soon as he let go, I fell immediately to the ground panting and trying to calm down.

"You okay princess..." Okay? Was he serious? He is sick.

I looked up with disgust in my eyes. "FUCK OFF!" I let out all my anger in one go before standing up and punching the shit out of him. I hope it will leave a scar, I wished as I pushed my way away from him and ran toward the parking. Tears overflowed my eyes. I wanted to see Joe but he was no longer at the parking. Did I think that he would actually wait for me? I hurt him and I deserved what happened to me. I was to blame.

My legs got weaker, and I started losing balance. Everything was getting blurry.  My head was pounding. "Joe, save me" I whispered before everything turned black. I heard some screams getting closer to me, calling for me but I couldn't see anyone. I was in total darkness. 

Joe's pov:

I got home throwing my skateboard to the side. I was so mad. I wanted to hit a wall and more than anything I wanted to hit Adam. Maybe killing him would be better. 

I thought after we confessed to each other we would be feeling at ease... that we would find happiness together, but Adam had to ruin everything. I was also mad at Kaoru. Did he really kiss him, I kept wondering, feeling tension in my veins? I thought I was about to explode at the thought of them kissing.

Kaoru's lips were soft and sweet. The thought of another man, no another person tasting them drove me crazy. He was hiding something from me and that is pissing me off even more. Why couldn't he tell me? Didn't he trust? Why does he trust Adam more? 

I know I was hard on him and that my words were harsh but if I stayed a second more, I would have done something even worst. I needed time to think about what happened tonight. I hope Cherry is okay. I should have at least listened to him or given him a chance to explain. I remember that before I left him, he looked pale, and his expression was painful. Tears were forming around his eyes... they were calling for me, but I ignored them.

As I was lost in thought, my phone rang. I got it out of my pocket, and it was Shadow.

"I don't want to talk Shadow" I said as soon as I answered.

"Joe! Cherry is at the hospital" He screamed. I could hear his breath clearly through the phone. It was obvious that he was panicking.

"Hospital?! Is he okay?!"

"I don't know what happened but as I was heading to the parking, I saw a crowd all calling Cherry's name. I got closer and saw Cherry on the ground, unconscious."

"Where are you?" I felt my heart squeezing painfully. It was hard to breath. I needed to see him. I needed to make sure he was okay.

"We are at the local hospital near 'S'"

Before he could say anything more, I hang the phone and rushed to my car. I don't remember how fast I was speeding but I got there in no time. I entered the hospital running to the reception.

"Where is Kaoru?" The reception lady looked up in shock.

"Sir, Mr. Sakurayashiki is being examined now. The doctors are running tests to make sure he is okay."

"When will he be out"

"I don't know the exact time sir, but you could sit in the waiting room until they are done"

I looked around me searching for the "waiting room" sign. It was the first time in my life that I felt like dying. I left him all alone. Gods knows what happened. It was all my fault.

I need you.

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