Song: Hank Midnight - Nothing
Again, again, again
I feel like I'm always giving up
Trying something new,
for it to end up as a trend
I don't want phases,
I want love
For inanimate objects,
that won't ever leave me
But they do,
and it hurts
I don't want to spend all my life,
searching for the spark I once had
With life,
god it was filled with such contemporary colors
I just know deep down I can get it again,
is it a risk im willing to take?
Can I give up on everything,
just for my mother's dreams to get crushed?
my father's?
Baba
I wonder what your dreams were,
you'd seize the moment in your films
You'd travel the world,
like there was no tomorrow
You had a balance,
I wish you were here to spill those secrets with me
You use to help me with the smallest things,
things I'm forced to deal with on my own
Everyone is saying I'm doing amazing,
yet it doesn't feel the same as it would if you were here
For your to be here and say those words,
"I'm so proud"
a girl can dream like I have for the past decade
