Song: Hank Midnight - Nothing
Again, again, again
I feel like I'm always giving upTrying something new,
for it to end up as a trendI don't want phases,
I want loveFor inanimate objects,
that won't ever leave meBut they do,
and it hurtsI don't want to spend all my life,
searching for the spark I once hadWith life,
god it was filled with such contemporary colorsI just know deep down I can get it again,
is it a risk im willing to take?Can I give up on everything,
just for my mother's dreams to get crushed?
my father's?Baba
I wonder what your dreams were,
you'd seize the moment in your filmsYou'd travel the world,
like there was no tomorrowYou had a balance,
I wish you were here to spill those secrets with meYou use to help me with the smallest things,
things I'm forced to deal with on my ownEveryone is saying I'm doing amazing,
yet it doesn't feel the same as it would if you were hereFor your to be here and say those words,
"I'm so proud"
a girl can dream like I have for the past decade
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