Song:
After Dad left,
I did nothing but mope,
wishing he was still around.The only way I got out of that funk was by actually doing something about it,
action will always cause more then nothing at allBut even then I felt empty,
because only he can fill that void in me
he's the one that caused itWhile everyone is growing up living life,
I lay in bed wondering where it all went wrongHow time flew,
these 10 years blew me awayWatching my life on a white cloud,
away from the crowdWanting to leave,
but staying because of all the trauma caused in those yearsAnd to think It all started a few days before New Year's Eve,
the start of all my grieving